slapstick figures

2006-03-20T18:54:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time (:

2005-08-07T16:08:00.000+08:00

Hello all, im currently blogging from the club with my dad's lappy
Yeah basically just chilling out on a sunday together

Oh well, i think im gonna change my blog soon
i dont know why but i'm feeling terribly paranoid
& very very sick of my current layout
Haha i can never ever stick to a layout for long

Yeah gtg now
laterr

2005-08-06T16:08:00.000+08:00

Razorblades & Cupcakes

Hmm i wonder who else actually reads my blog (im saying this in general & not tryna imply anything at all. I mean in case anyone gets the wrong idea. Yepp)
I'm uber contradicting. I own a blog, but yet im so concerned about getting the privacy as well.
So kill me. Quick.

i too realised that i have no sense of direction at all. zilch.
I never fail to get lost at dobby gauht(i think thats the way to spell it?) & bedok mrt station no matter how many times I've been there. Sometimes i get so lost that i just stop right in the middle of nowhere looking around, trying to figure the right way out. & its scary because everything will start to look foreign to me & i'll be asking myself where the hell i am. It happened yesterday, & today, again. :|

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Yeah trg was a major bitching session today. We just sat around in a circle after our runs and started bitching about that asdfhjkl-er. Oh well, you get the idea. Hahah & i think it actually bonds the team (:

ugh im so tired & my back's aching
i never fail to get backaches after trgs
I wonder why

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"The school lacks of good potential eye candy. No wonder my eyes having been feeling stoned and exhausted for the past few days." - Ping

Got this off her site (which is getting cooler by the seconds! go check it out aight ) ((:
HAHAHAH & oh my lord how true
i can totally relate to that :D
OH & that reminds me, i havent talked to her for 32476 days!
it seems like shes always on the move, gotta catch her online some time soon

later alligator

Edit 8:38 pm

Tyson's hair is like..
Terror Meror
He so needs a haircut

Oh woe, i'm downloading the early november videos & they are taking so long.
Still, im excited (:

2005-08-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hi all dinner's on its way back home so i've to do some speed blogging here.Hah my brother went to buy subway. Hoho oh my holy, im sucha sub-ber. errrr :D

Yeah anw caught charlie and the chocolate factory just now with eunice, janine anddddd her janine's mum ((: Haha its a cute movie. Everyone shld watch it! I swear the oompa loompas are retarded and johnny depp is psychotic but its okay :D

I'm so sleepy
okay brother's back already
later alligators

2005-08-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

My love for you is deep and meaningless

YAY i finally managed to install the haloscan thingy for my blog. I've been trying since darn long ago but it just doesnt seem to work until only now. Woowhee :D Yeah and actually, i dont really see the need of getting a haloscan when theres only a handful of pple reading and stuff. Hoho i wonder what has gotten into me but i guess i'll remove it when i get sick of it.

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I'm seriously getting fatter by the seconds. I ate so so so much today. Terror Merror O.O
Pastamania for lunch & Marche for dinner. Double damn
I have like three layers of tummy now. Hoho gross :|
I just got back not long ago. Had dinner with xt, kat, caroline, lemou, dar, cindia and jo. It was really a good chance for everyone to catch up with one another (:

Time passes so every quickly & before we all know it, we are already in respective colleges and instituitions. Yeah & xt is going to Indiana, USA to study in a few days time. )': I still remember her asking us weird riddles in the first few days of orientation & of course all the fun we had in secondary one and two. Oh well lets hope that she makes more frequent trips back to singapore so we can meet up (:

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Basically today on the whole is simply insane. It was as if we were all high on marijuana. (: I just cant stop spewing rubbish & laughing till my (flabby) tummy hurts. Ideation class was spent sitting in a circle playing silly games amongst ourselves while jeffrey was assessing the others' works. :D Twas uncontrollably fun & we were laughing non-stop. i think the guys think we are annoying and they kept commenting on what we did saying that we are childish & silly (which is true) But the warped side is that they started playing as well :|

Hoho whatever, your mother works at macdonald :D

RIGHT i need to start on my collage project like NOW
i think i'll need to forgo sleep for today and i shall be all angsty and mad in class tmr. And maybe i will get the inspiration to get down and write some emo songs that might become damn popular in a few years time (HAHA) & I hope i rip shirlyn's (my lecturer) head off in frustration tmr. :D
Hahah okay, later, you alligators :D

P.S i STILL <3 Tyson Oh-so-hot-emo-haired Ritter ((:
& OMF, daddy bought supper o.O

2005-08-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

What a lovely dance

The last thing you want when you first step into a salon is to have an unskilled stylist cutting your hair for you. & that, was exactly what happened to me. o.O
Now, my hair is like fuck

Yeah i cannot lift my head to face the world anymoreeeee )):
Yes it is THAT bad
i look like a friggin primary six
Hides. In. A. Cupboard. Under. The. Brigde.
)':

i regretted not asking for my brother's stylist cos i thought i shldnt be so bothersome. Plus i didnt think that unprofessional hair stylists would be allowed to do their thang in such salons. (Hahah do their thang sounds oddly weird in this context)
RARRR im never going there anymore.
This is so frustrating seriously

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aight hair matters aside, training today was good ((: Only a handful of us were there and so trg was pretty light. Coach debriefed us on last week's friendly against Singapore Poly (we lost by a goal & i got whacked in my face. Haha) & said some really encouraging stuff ((: Yeah and for today's game tash said we've shown improvement which is very very good to hear. :D But still, i have to work on my dribbles, passes and shoots which is practically everything (Haha) cos im still so lousy.

trg ended around nine plus. dad wanted to pick me up but i dont think i want to trouble him & so i decided to be a brave girl to go home by myself. & then my team mates dragged me off for dinner with them. I got a drink and left early with my friend & i only reached home at eleven. & i still have got so much to do :O

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janine: OH MY GOD
janine: OLD CHANG KEE HAS A WEBSITE
me: HAHAHA omg link me quick
janine: LOL
janine:i was looking at the plastic bag and almost choked on my squid heads

HAHA

bye again

2005-07-31T17:35:00.000+08:00

I'm doing cartwheels

Shopping on friday with Jo & Lilys was good. ((: We ate a lot, saw random people & caught up quite a bit ((:

Yeah then i had dinner with my brother at paragon while Jo went to meet her friend. & I bumped into qingying ! Who shouted my name so loudly & doesnt believe alvin is my brother. Haha that crazy girl :D

Kai's party at Safra Changi yesterday. The same place my 13th birthday party was held at. (: Twas pretty boring cos all the facilities were under construction. At least from what i remember i had fun with my friends then. :D Yeah I was dead tired aft floorball and so I took a nap and only woke up when most of the other guests arrived. :
OKAY sorry to end this abruptly but i have no wish to continue anymore
Haha rightyo
later alligator

2005-07-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

Can't think about tomorrow

YAY mummy bought subway for dinnerrr ((: Finally, a good dinner after 4 consecutive days of eating instant noodles :D

Righty-o. Had ideation today & i wanted to die. It was uber boring & everyone was dependent on my willy wonka gobstoppers to keep themselves awake. ((: Twas really cute when you see everyone trying to make the color of their candy change by sucking it faster & then turning to one another asking what color their candy is. :D & apparently jason was so amazed by my gobstoppers that he ate two at a time and even the one that dropped on the floor. :| Hoho

Yeah then janine & i invented some stupid games that we can play with only one hand so it will be less conspicuous that we're not paying attention. Hoho it was so retarded that we just cant stop laughing. Oh my lord :D jeffrey spotted me engaging in some mad laughing and so he had to ask me to answer questions. Bastard @#$%^!(this is also for deducting our marks when we werent even late. grrr)

Rather unhealthy,
:D i get the kick out of spewing vulgarities

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These past few days have been pretty slack for me BECAUSE i managed to finish them all early! (yayness) So the rest of my time was spent watching OC season one, chatting online till late & some random stuff. :D
If only everyday can be like that, i will be a really ((: girl.

i <3 adam brody and his curly wurly hair. sexy ((:
Haha omg how random :D

Okay i shall go off already, i took 2 hrs to finish this post (cos i was distracted by other stuff)Haha yeah & by now ive already finished my ginormous sandwich :D
Yuppp later alligator! (:

2005-07-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

We have a good thing going on

Okay it has been quite a while since i last blogged. Nothing much happened actually. life has been boring for me as it has always been.

Floorball friendly against yishun junior college yesterday. It all ended with a draw (: It was pretty fun albeit all the tussling & swearing. There was once me and another girl were struggling to get the ball. & when I managed to get the ball, the girl just went 'fuck' beside me. Hur hur not very friendly i guess.

Yeah and cos i havent been trg for quite awhile already i've totally gone out of form. It was really terribly. Hahah i kept missing my hits, so its like im sweeping the air instead. :| Lots of Heehaw loser moments that is. Hoho

Met my mum for lunch & shopping aft floorball. Mummy bought a set of clothes for Kai from Oshkosh. I loooove the alligator pjs! they are sooo cute! if only they have one of my size. which is quite impossible :D

Yeah then the rest of the night was spent watching tv with alvin . awwwwww (Haha). We are the couch potatoes :D
(& actually i was irrinoying him the whole time by asking him whats happening every half minute, cos i wasnt paying attention to the show)
Hoho & we also watched Bring It On & had helluva fun mimicking the cheerleaders.
-raises both arms in the air, gives a toothy grin & then a nod
Oh my we are such spazers :D

andddd
Happy 15th Miss Teh Yushan!
Hahah you are finally fifteen! Hoho no longer as young as before, so stop calling us old hags you poot :D
Yeah and i hope we can have a flying academy gathering soon!
Miss those days when we play the silly ba xian guo hai game together.
Hoho <3

Yeah alright i dont feel like blogging anymore. Oughta finish my work and then start on my Harry Potter (my love) book. XD
later alligatorr

2005-07-21T18:01:00.000+08:00

You, beautiful madness

i only had 3 hrs of sleep yesterday and im feeling really cranky & all now.
ideation work is helluva bitch really. Everything was fucked up.

something/someone deleted lina & my document from the comp when we went to get our diskettes.
there goes my hope for a better grade ):

RARRR! -scolds a series of bad words

oh anw thank you lina & yijie for the help when i needed it ! (:

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From today onwards, i shall stop procrastinating! (i truly hope this works)
all the rushing, panicking and last minute work just makes me madder.

OH OH OH btw omf, dennis is in loreal manhunt!
HAHA
no, theres nothing wrong with that. OMG :D

AND can someone please tell me the plans for tmr? yuppp
alright laterr alligatorrs

2005-07-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

You dont know what its been like
Needing someone like you

(I SKIPPED FLOORBALL TRG AGAIN)
Imagine that in bold underlined font 1000 and blinking.

I skipped three consecutive trgs already thankyouverymuch.
I feel so effing evil & i am ):

There are just so so so much work to be done (a huge part of it is due to procrastination- my fault. and the other is due to overly psychotic lecturers whom prolly mistook us for robots. EXCUSE ME, BUT WE ARE ONLY YEAR 1 ! ).

I AM TIRED & my eyes are so puffy that if they get any more puffier, I wld have gone blind
-______-
Hur.

I need to attend some courses on time management if this goes on. RARRR!
thank god for my friends (:
Still, school sucks.

OH btw ronald was effing nice to us today :D
Everyone was happy, laughing & joking around during his class which is something that doesnt happen as always. Then ily was super cute when she asked him if he can be so nice to us for every lesson. :D And then he just shook his head and laughed. Today is a (: day for me eventhough i slept at 4 am the previous night.

I <3 RONALD(for today that is) (((:

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HELLO PANDORA IM NOT GOING TO FRIEND YOU ANYMORE
that evil girl's not conversing with me on msn like the norm
i guess she hates people who skips 3 consecutive trgs ):

OKAY my left eye hurts i havent taken my dinner and im going to do my work
O.o

MS LOH QINGYING all the best for your event tmr!
IMAGINE WHOEVER (MAYBE JERRY YEN OR ME. HAHA) AT THE FINISHING LINE (:
WE KNOW YOU WONT LET ANYONE DOWN, AS ALWAYS. JUST TRY YOUR VERY BEST, I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT! I <3 YOU.

AND ALSO GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY JUNIORS IN STC TRACK TEAM! CHASE GIRLS, CHASE! <3
i dont know whos running for tmr so im tagging people's boards at random
sorry for not going down to support yall for the past few races cos of school and stuff. <3 yall though!
aight imma go now (:

2005-07-17T14:48:00.000+08:00

So take take everything & leave me scrambling

i changed my layout again. Hoho :D
And i like it greeeny & dimple simple ((:

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Lau Pa Sat (15th) -

Qingying, Yuxuan & Cheeqing picked me up & we cabbed down to Lau Pa Sat cos we were terribly late. Mr Francis bought food for us, prata was the main course ((: Siaoying & Siaomei went as well! :D Yeah and then we just sat around & gossiped a lot about random people with Mr Francis (: Good ol' times!

Baybeats Outing (16th) -
I skipped floorball cos i wasnt well enough to train. Woke up at 2:30 and met Pandora & Sheena ! (: Went to cine for lunch and sth stupid happened. (Okay it was me being stupid and loserish) Yeah we went subway-ing! :D & we started adding every coke, sprite and everything into our tall cups! Haha Every Flavour Drink! :D its pretty nice yall can try it next time. Hoho

aft that was shoppping!
Okay i was the only one shopping though ): (Haha)

Hoho OH and then we went to toysarus & i started chasing pandora around with the hammer thing because she refused to delete this stupid picture of me which shes planning to blackmail me with! So unglam & mad! You EWIL girl! :D

theres so much more stuff i wanna get though!
& I HAVE YET TO COLLECT MY HARRY POTTER BOOK!
DAMN >:(

ugh yeah nvm then we went to esplanade for the baybeats concert. We caught a performance by some local band. Yeah it was .... alrighttt. (no randall im not anti-local music thankyouverymuch :D)

OH OH OH then there were fire works! Hahah pretty pretty (: I managed to get a video of the fireworks! Yayness :D

And then we left to meet Qingying, Yuxuan & Cheese when they are finished with their ndp rehearsals. (: & we went to Marina Square for dinner! Along the way, we did a lot of stupid things! Omg like the old days! I <3! (:

RARRR! -scratches head (Inside joke)
HAHAHAH omg & we all went hysterical (:

Yeah we went long john's for dinner & the service sucked. There was this bunch of damn noisy people & this lady beside us kept saying that shes gonna bash them up. We were in a difficult position (literally & figuratively. Haha) cause we were seated in between the grp of noisy people and the lady. But it was kinda exciting (hur hur) I wonder what wld happen if they really fought :D

maybe some of my kungfu skill will come into good use
Heehaa! :D

We rushed to catch the last train! It was terrible! Hahaha we were walking so ultraman fastly that we all look like chickens! we took only five minutes across city link! Hoho :D

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OKAY i need to do work now! Was supposed to meet cassie, jack & nicholas today but my mum said i can only go out aft i finish all my work. Dang!

alrighty bye!

Edit 12:45 am

):

it was an obvious mistake to have enrolled myself into design school when i cant do art for nuts. sigh & it so doesnt help without the passion & the right attitude.
And you are reading the words of a good for nothing

2005-07-15T18:01:00.000+08:00

Weets! (the new woots!)
vanessa, yuanling & i were supposed to go sentosa for tanning in the morning! I was really tired cos i didnt get much sleep the night before so i didnt really feel like going. Besides I knew its going to be a wasted trip cos i cld see the thunder clouds from my hse so i tried psychoing them not to go. :X

yuanling didnt believe thats its going to rain. BUT she had to in the end when it started pouring eventually. See, seowf is never wrong :D (Hur hur thats my alter ego talking :D)
Yeah so we went to bugissmellyvillage. (since i havent been there before)
Oh man im never gonna step into that place again.

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Oh yaynesss im meeting mr leslie & the trackers for dinnerrrr!
lau pa sat here we come!
(But its raining :S)

2005-07-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

I know you're out there, somewhere out there

Oh man i hate cough syrups. The thought of even drinking them gives me the heebie jeebies. :i refuse to drink it unless im fed. HAHA okay im suchan idiot i know :D maybe thats why im coughing so hard that my lungs might come straight up my oseophagus together with whatever there is. :/

ANW i caught the fantastic four movie with lina & eunice today. Yeah and then we went back to school to get our stuff back from shirlyn so we can get it reviewed. As usual i got the Common & Donkish (Heehaw) grades. :(
Nevermind, at least i still have the chance to improve it. (if time allows that is)

Hohums

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me:ANW i think i might turn lesbian someday
cassie: GOOD
cassie: come and find me
me: OKAY

Hahahah omgoose so retarded!
cassieCHIONG & i are heartbroken sisters! ):
We shall marry each other if we are still old & lonely in the future. And we will have jack as our maid! Whee!
its all planned already! its aws good to have a back up plan. Hoho :D
Oh my gooooose im on the high!

Bye!

2005-07-12T20:52:00.000+08:00

It isnt as easy as you said it would be

SIGH im depressed !
i was browsing through friendster & viewing my track juniors' profiles

& IM SO JEALOUS. I WANNA GO BACK TO THOSE DAYS BACK IN STC, BACK TO THE TRG DAYS ! Eventhough i used to hate trgs like fuck back then.

BUT i love the company, the madness and the laughters! <3

I miss those times when
we hang around in the canteen talking a lot while waiting for trgs to start & not doing our work like what mr leslie told us
we buy & eat a lot of roti john, indian rojack & potato wedges from the indian stall before trgs
we share the long bus rides all the way to nie/macritchie together & making a lot of noise on the bus
we hang around tiong bahru aft trgs eventhough tiong bahru is a disgusting place
we wait for people (tehyushan in particular) to get their jollybean pancakes
we sprayed deoderant for each other (Haha sounds dang sick)
we hid in the nie toilet to skip exercises!
we sleep, bitch & whine a lot in the nie toilet (You see the toilet is like multi-functional, we even did our stretches in there)
we lied (to mrs teo) about the no of times we did our exercises! (OOPS :D)
yuxuan & i trained for hurdles together! (:
the "I think I will come in last"(s) when we were supposed to race against each other
the floorball & captain's ball matches we played!

I miss dawn, desiree, yuxuan, qingying, jiarui, yushan, feizhen, elysa, mabel, marcia, cassandra, andrea, valerie, maria, ariel & of course the rest of the people whom i cannot recall at this point in time ! ):

Last year's track chalet was really a good one. We should have another one.
Oh well but i dont think anyone's gonna organise or anything.
this is bad ):

AND of course i miss my classmates back in four saint clare!
AND jelliod knickers! plus dawn & desiree. the good ol' Ikea times! (jumbo hot dogs, meatballs meatballs & more meatballs!)
SOMEDAY WE SHALL GO IKEA-ING AGAIN :D

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Oh anw shopping today with vanessa & yuanling was pretty fun! But not fruitful at all! Dang we need to look around more thoroughly!

okay, bye (:

2005-07-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

If i had you here, I'd clip your wings

Im zonked out.
I painted my landscape by imgination
MAYBE thats why the trees look odd & the grass looks like they need some mowing
thank god the sky looks quite like the sky.

I was complaining to lina

me:my trees dont look like trees at all!
lina: dont worry, mine looks like brocolli
me: mine are damn kuku!
lina: huh how come your trees become those

OMFG
Hahahaha ohh that crazy girl :D

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Both gwenny & pandora thinks my blythe doll is scary ):
Oh well im gonna hide under the blanket for 30 minutes & cry myself to sleep already
Hahaha okay not :D

OMF gwen just sent me this video that features jonathan the weatherman. Hahah ! its dang funny

(:

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cassieCHIONG where are you! remind me to tell you sth if you see this! (in case i forgot :D)

okay im going off already !
bye bye bye bye bye! (wow thats a lot of byes)

2005-07-11T13:29:00.000+08:00

For all of this, I'm better off without you

I think the space for my entries is too small! (Ho Hums)

i feel like changing my layout again but but but butttt i like my julius&friends picture!
ahhh me and my itching hands :D

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im dang bored! I'm staying at home again! ): my mum's constantly calling home to remind me to do my work & stop slacking. ... Look at what im doing now
ahhh well okay i will start work at five. :D

(if i decide not to start on my new layout)

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I CANNOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW ! :D

I wenta school to submit my mc just now. twas suchan effing long journey hokay. if my dad didnt offer to drive me there i guess i'd rather be marked absent. THE SYSTEM IS SO VERY VERY VERY RETARDED You all should nominate me for the school director next year if you know whats good for you. Hahah rant rant rant

OH MY I FEEL SO SUFFOCATED FOR MY ENTRIES
really lah :D
they are like squashed in here :/

YES speaking of lahs i had a dream yest (:(: & i was using a lot of lahs in a sentence. Oh my holy

Edit 5:54pm
OKAY I CHANGED IT
& i wasted the past 54 minutes of my life doing that. Hur hur
its so dull now but i think it will do fine for now (:
yes yes blythe doll! (: But i like the teddy bear more ((:
alright bye!

2005-07-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

i'm not quite over the fact that tyson ritter looks so ugly now. ): He used to look so hot hokay :D

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I can only go to sleep six hrs later when all the food i had for supper gets digested. Which means im only gonna sleep at seven in the morning! (like wtf) Hur hur.

I finished the second half of my leaf painting & destroyed the first while trying to perfect it. tragic ahhh tragic -shakes head

IM TIRED
Haha damn

i just told my mum why im still not sleeping
& she got up & taught me an exercise that she says i can try doing
o.O
okay theres nothing wrong with that
its just me being plain lazy & fat & lazy &&& fat

Oh hell the cough syrup is making me drowsy
laterr (:

2005-07-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

Oh damn im feeling feverish
I dont know how come im falling sick when i didnt even stay up till late to finish my work or anything. Besides, this is the wrong time to fall sick. Cause my break is only a few days away! Yeah so tough luck there. I cant wait for the break though -shakes in anticipation :D

I still have got so much work that i havent even started on. Oh well but for now, since i cant think cause the fever's burning my brain. Im gonna have peanut butter jelly sandwiches with a mug of hot chocolate to go along with them & then watch telly & play the sims! Wooohoo i think thats a pretty valid excuse aight :D

(and then i will prolly die of panick attack tmr) Bad :X

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Oh yeah anw daddy brought me to a vegetarian restaurant for lunch today. And i felt so cheated! Cause all the food served are mock.

You are given five seconds to react to that.
Hur hur okay so not funny i know ):

OKAY BYE (:

2005-07-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE SHLD JUST KILL ME NOW
Before i start the silt my throat & with one last gasping breath i apologise for bleeding on your shirt thinger.
Oh my shit

2005-07-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

I know you are out there
somewhere out there

OH HELLO
trg was fun today.
all we did today were drills and games
But i cldnt really run properly cause i aggravated my hip injury while going down the stairs. Like wth right

While we were playing, there were quite a lot of collision resulting in people falling down and stuff. Heres a scenario: gwen collided with jess. gwen knocked her jaw against jess's head. jess slammed into the wall. both of them fell on the ground. Woahhhh.
Just as i was feeling lucky,
i fell flat on the ground. literally
:|

and jess went "omg, are her boobs okay" :/
(Hahaha i found that quite funny actually. & it was sweet of her for being concerned about the well being of my ...... okay shut up seowf :X Hoho okay sorry for digressing)
i didnt get up immediately aft i fell cause i was terrribly embarrassed & was in a state of shock. I lay flat on the ground with my arms outstretched for a few seconds. (Please do not imagine that) Everyone was worried about me & coach had to come and check if im alright. Hoho (: Yeah so i had to get up to assure them im fine but i cldnt play anymore cause my left knee hurts. Now ive got a bruised knee (Bruce lee. Haha)

I HATE MY DAMN SHOES. grrrr theres like totally no grip. I fell in a hurry of chasing the ball. i knew i was going to fall cause i was leaning too forward but i fell parallel to the court even before figuring out how to prevent myself falling.
Hoho & then coach had to ask whys everyone falling down today. cause maybelline fell shortly aft i did. Oh well

& apparently my team mates found me falling down amusing. & they even told me to go home and practice my falling flat on the ground so i can reenact it next week to those who were absent! & karmen said its a classic Dang. Hahah so irrinoying but its okay i still love them ((:

aft floorball we showered and went for lunch! ((: I aws like having lunch with them :D Yeah and we planned an outing for next saturday! i cant wait ((:

Ya ya ya yipee ya yippe yay!

alright im high again
(i havent touched any of my work yet :X)
bye

2005-06-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, i cooked omelette the cj "egg to order" way for dinner. Hoho im prouda it, cos thats prolly the only edible thing i can cook :D anyhows, my parents went overseas! soooo i have the whole house to myself for today (alvin's coming back tmr :|) Hur hur hur :D

Its gonna be lotsa tv and pigging out on ice cream and kit kat chunky bars :D
which equates to fat fat fat + fat :|
Oh well :D

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Yayness. We are gonna go back to stc tmr ((: Then i will be able to see my knicker mates & voon! <3 I'm happy ((:
But its gonna be damn inconvenient for me cause i have to go all the way down from tampines with all my huge files and watercolors. Uh huhhh, this my shit. Hahah

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Lessons today are pretty mundane. janine & i cracked ourselves up by doing some mad dancing to a groove amanda song. Haha and we were damn noisy during class laughing our asses off, while everyones tryna draw squares. And i think we freaked the guys out a little. terrance kept giving us that funny look. Oops :D then we tried to psycho everyone into saying oh my gahhd. Hoho you see, we are bimbo-wannabes for a day. But it was fun ((:

aight i MUST start work LIKE NOW so i can watch tv! :D
(AND RELAC ONE CORNER)
Okay bye! ((:

2005-06-29T12:16:00.000+08:00

oh my shit
i was feeling suicidal just now & chose to do a fairy piece for my wire sculpture.
Look what shit ive gotten myself into >:(
my hands are sore from all the bending
& im frustrated with myself for the lack of creativity in me
grrrrr

Edit 8:10 pm
today is a bad day
i dont know wtf im doing with my life
):

2005-06-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

We wont stand for hazy eyes anymore

voon, lets take a seat :X

Oh my, i need a break. I have been trying to complete my fabric painting since like two. ): I was dilligently mixing colors and painting until my parents went out for a function. & i started slacking. Hoho i watched spiderman with my brother :D thats why im only halfway through it & i hafta hand it in tmr morning. Freakkk :|

Oh well im supposed to come online just to check my mail then continue my painting. Shit man, im like so preoccupied with work that i dont even have time to read & to shop. this is so irrinoying >:(

-

AHHH CHOO cassie & i caught beajivitis. -gasps
Hur hur, i like (:

jack says i've become more vulgar of late. Hoho thats prolly cause i have too much anger contained inside the big me (so you can imagine how much there is) Hoho

Hoho anw all the best for your mid yrs guys! jack please stop watching tv & cassie stop ogling at weknowwho even though its pretty hard not to. Haha :D

Hokay, its eleven.
gotta continue painting ):
Bye

Edit 3 a.m.
HOLLAHH can you believe it im still painting my fabric thingy. i started work only at one cause i was talking to my parents and all. Hoho oh well, im quite prouda it though except for the second last part where the colors are abit warped. and im left with one last part. yayness :D

Hur hur i see janine online
Hope you will feel better tmr aight ((:

Hoho right yepp im done w checking my stuff
gotta continue painting now

I feel so hardworking, im a good girl ((:
bye bye bye bye bye

2005-06-25T20:59:00.000+08:00

she says, come on come on

Hoho todays a (:(: day.
Dragged myself outta bed at seven to go down for floorball. & today i was one of the earliest together with jess :D
I really really suck at the drills and stuff man. I cant wait to get my own stick so i can practice at home. Then we played the game itself, & twas freaking fun ((: Yayness. But i had to run a lot and a lot and my shoe suck for indoor court. Because theres like no friction at all, i was practically gliding from one end of the court to another. Hoho & i commited a high stick foul again today and we had to do the three metre radius thingy. Haha now you know why my team mates call me high stick. :D

We showered in school then we went for lunch opposite school. It took quite awhile for me & gwen to find that we are the only juniors around. Hoho but the seniors are totally fun people to hang out with and they make sure you dont feel left out at all. ((: Yeah & then shortly karmen, tammy & charmaine joined us.

floorball rocks my socks to the moon and back :D

Initially gwenny and i planned to go down town to do our work. But then we found a cool and secret place where we cld do our work. Hur hur ((: Then gwenny's bestfriend lynn came to look for us & so we ended up talking and not doing our work at all. Hoho :D

gwen! (if you reading this) i cant wait to talk to you online! i've just got so much to tell you girly! :D its just gonna be between the two of us aight. secrets :D Hoho yepp all the best for your projects and stuff <3

Aight gotta do my work now
(:

Tsk, copycat

2005-06-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

Boys like you are a dime in a dozen

Yup so, get over it man. :D

Hello all, im here to rant.
I AM SO FRIGGIN' TIRED
I NEED A BREAK FROM ALL THESE SHIT SERIOUSLY
we're constantly bombarded with one project aft another which is so fucking taxing. omgness i think im gonna fail every single thing cause im doing everything at the last minute. I dont even get to watch the television & its thursday today! pfffft, freak.

UGH im waiting for my dad to come home with my dinner. and then i will start on my chiaroscuro drawing and then my fabric painting. Im so gonna die doing those two, i dont know how the hell am i supposed to get through them. Plus, im supposed to hand them up on tmr! Omg ):

But i guess i will be one of the many happy people in the world aft tmr's 2d lesson since i get to go home at twelve. Hoho and i get to see ping! Yay ((:

anw sorry to be random, BUT i finally found a singing partner. Hahaha okay food's here

Bye

Edit: 11:17 pm
OKAY IM GOING TO EFFING FAIL MY CHIAROSCURO DRAWING
ITS SO FUGLY I CAN JUST DIE LOOKING AT IT
OMG AND IM NOT EVEN HALFWAY DONE IN FILLING UP THE 13 TIMES NINE EQUALS ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN (I THINK) SQUARES WITH DIFFERENT PATTERNS.
PLUS I STILL HAVE MY FABRIC PAINTING TO DO
I GUESS I WONT HAVE TO SLEEP TONIGHT
IM CURRENTLY DYING OF STRESS AND ALSO BY INHALING TOO MUCH ERASER SHAVINGS
HELP

VOON! YOU SHLD JUST KILL ME
AND WITH ONE LAST GASPING BREATH I WILL APOLOGISE FOR BLEEDING ON YOUR SHIRT
HOHO OKAY I SHLD STOP BEING AN EMOGIRL AND DO MY WORK NOW
)))))))))))))))))))))):

bye

2005-06-20T16:05:00.000+08:00

i have shaky little fingers that hold on to your grip

Okay i just wasted one and a half hour online doing nothing.
Wooohoo i woke up four plus & i'm lovin' the fact that i dont have to go to school on mondays. Hoho okay im such an idiot i know.
I slept at four yest to finish my color wheel and went to sleep with watercolors all over me. I was supposed to meet people but i didnt because i need my 12 hr of sleep! & i finally got it ((: Yup im sure you guys will understand right ((:

My assignments that are due next week!
~~1.descriptive draft~~
~~2.narrative layout~~
3.Creating characters
4.Chiaroscuro drawing
5.C&E project by thurs
6.Image making from basic shapes
~~7.colour wheel painting~~
8.fabric painting
9.re-do ronald's drawing
10.lantern exhibit
~~11.random sketches~~ forget it
~~12.technical journal~~
13.Exercise Folio!

Omgness, better start on my work N O W.
Wooohoo! ping found my library books! :D
Shes sucha star, that girl <3
aight, bye (:

Edit 11:41pm
Hello im depressed
I cant draw faces for nuts
So far i have only managed to complete one page out of three, of the picture story. And my human beings dont have faces. cause im still looking for the right look they should have. maybe like GI Joe or sth. Hoho Oh dang, if only i can stop trying to be a perfectionist, i can do things a whole lot faster. ):

Oh well you wld think poly life is much easier. But NO its so not, its just as stressful as being in a jc. at least for me it is. ):

2005-06-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

Dang sometimes i feel like im being pushed around.
& i dont like that a tad bit. :|
seriously we shldnt take things for granted

Sometimes, i feel that i dont understand some people
They are more than merely square-faced people with the same expression, as i'd hoped for them for be.
They are just so unpredictable

-

The printer is so not working. I dont know whats the problem & my brother refuses to help me with it. Fine, im just gonna copy one whole page of work & waste my time doing it. >:(

today is just so unproductive. i still have 11 undone assignments. ): anyhow, woke up quite early and went down to braun buffel with alvin to get a wallet for dad. Aft that was costa rhu, lunch, swimming, napping and dinner again. Yep so there.

I dont care what time im sleeping today. Im gonna finish my colour wheel before i sleep. And if i cant meet the rest tmr so be it. I'm frustrated with myself, im going mad.

im confused

bye

2005-06-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hoho I completed my draft essay and (finally) emailed it to vani already!
(Eventhough it was supposed to be emailed to her yesterday? Oops) Haha yay I completed 2 out of 13 assignments today! Not THAT bad I suppose |:

My assignments that are due next week!
~~1.descriptive draft~~
~~2.narrative layout~~
3.Creating characters
4.Chiaroscuro drawing (the one which I have to design 13X9 equals 127 small squares of different patterns in each!! What the fuck right)
5.C&E project by thurs
6.Image making from basic shapes
7.colour wheel painting
8.fabric painting
9.re-do the drawing which ronald failed me. asshole
10.designing my lantern exhibit
11.additional random sketches
~~12.technical journal~~
13.Exercise Folio!

die already die already
-

Floorball friendly today was SHIT. i was late for the match, coach wasnt too happy, AND i played like crap. damn shit man >:( Oh man i so need to improve myself. I shall try to attend every trg from now on. Oh well shant talk about it anymore. ): I cant wait to get my own stick so i practice at home. :D Aft that, i had lunch with my team mates and we talked and talked and got to know each other more! Hoho ((:

I went down to holland v to meet cassie, nick and larine at holland v aft floorball, all the way from yishun! Haha
Yayness finally i get to see lala! ((: <3
Yeah we went to starbucks, no chillin' this time (Hahaha chill, they studied for their exams/tests and i did my work.
Hoho we so shld do this more often! (((:
Alright i gotta complete my other stuff now
byeness >:(

2005-06-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

i still think my friend's over you

Had a rather hectic day. Woke up at five in the morning to start on my 2d work which is to be handed in later. I was so friggin' tired & the end product is shit thing. Haha oh well im just not creative enough. Shirlyn's class was alright today, we learnt to work with watercolors, twas kinda fun. (: Lunched with meiyan & ping. Hoho we are the friday friends. Yeah thenn meiyan left for class, ping & i went to the library. Found a lot of coolio books and borrowed a few. We scurried around the block, moving from room to room looking for a perfect place to settle down. In the midst of moving we forgot about the library books and left them on some bench. & that was how i fcuking lost my books, i only realised that on my way down town. Yeah and i had to get ping to search all around for them. I'm so sorry aight. Darn it, why am i always so careless.
I hope i dont have to pay a lot a lot a lot for the loss. Ho hem >:(

Yeah waited till five for meiyan to finish her lessons (i ended sch at 12) then we went to town together. I met jo & jewel in town. Walked around, & i bought a pair of pretty earrings from paragon :D Yeah then we took lotsa pictures with wacky pose! Hahah twas damn fun but kinda tiring cause jewel's sucha lousy photographer, her hand just cant stop shaking! Hoho ((:

Floorball friendly match tmr! DAMN
& I lost my library books! DAMN
I have to email my essay to vani by today (& i havent done it)! DAMN

Hokay bye

2005-06-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

passing through unconcious state

Heyness i managed to complete all five pieces of paper before going to school today. Omg its really really mad. But i guess it all paid off cause tia said that i have good craftmanship. Hoho okay but no biggy.

pfffttt, im tired.
theres gonna be a friendly match on saturday.
omgness! i cant even play properly >:(

i wonder what we're gonna do for the three hour break tmr.
oh well doesnt matter, as long im hanging out with the girlies, i'm fine. ((:

OKAY IM TIRED
AND I LOOK WEIRD IN PICTURES
BYE HAHA

2005-06-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hello
i will go off aft i finish blogging
i will go off aft i finish blogging
i will go off aft i finish blogging

yes i will.

right, skipped trg today. gwen didnt go too. Hoho we are bad girls.Uh huh. Im shagged already even without a cca. Oh well, its all about time management.

Pang sai-ed meiyan today cause i went to borrow a blender (which i will need to blend paper into pulp, to make paper.Haha). COMmunicating Design Ideas (Comdi) Class was pretty dry. And aft that we had ronald. We were assigned a project, some sort of comic drawing thingy where we had to picture a scene taking place in a military barrack. Its was really tough cause you have to imagine how the govenor and the general should look and wear.

janine thinks that my govenor is sexy. Hoho but i think he just looks plain gay.

Yeah ronald is always making things difficult for us.
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& he fcuking failed me.
Like what he did to the rest of the girls (& jason).
Grrrr stewpid and now we all have to redo.

shittypoo.

Hahah okay this is random but someone was saying that if jason were to fail then hes gay. And he did! Hoho seems like theres sth wrong with most jasons. :D

But i had fun today cos theres janine,lina, eunice, illyana & all in class today (((: Yayness
Janine just cant stop laughing at my human figure drawings cause she thinks that the hands i've drawn look darn retarded. And they are! Hoho my drawing sucks.

Alright bye im off to blend paper to make paper
Hoho & ronald fcuking failed me. (i cant get over it)

2005-06-13T16:52:00.000+08:00

i just made you say underwear (Hoho)

Oh my freak
How i suck at drawing.
Shittypoo, one moment my mpv vehicle looks like a wagon
& the next, magic schoolbus.
Tragic tragic
I've been working at it for an hour already and but it still looks weird and magic schoolbus-ish. Dang i still have like 4 more to go. (2 vehicles & 2 figure drawings)

Hop on the magic schoolbus
Beep beep

Omfg, im going maddddddd
I swear im stressed
Okay i shant let work bother me too much,
as if there are not enough things to make me feel depressed & all already.

Pinch me, i think im gonna be sick.

-

Hoho im back & all done with my 3 vehicle drawings.
And holy crap, my motorbike looks like its power ranger morphed.
Go go power rangerrrrr
Honk honk

Wooohooo my chemical romance is cool shite.
I loveeeeee !!

okay im high again
time to get back to work
~~-ronald's 3 sketches (mpv, sedan, motorbike)~~
-2D drawing sketchbk personalisation
-2D exercise (additional!! dang)
-get shoebox exhibition artefacts (five in total), ~~theme?~~
~~-descriptive essay on shoebox exhibit~~ (did it anyhow)
~~-technical journal on frank stella assemblage~~
-paper making (A4, 5 sheets)
-library research on design elements & principal

so much work! and so little time!
shld i even go for floorball tmr
But i will prolly faint from exhaustion when i get back.
Hoho i dunch know

2005-06-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

destiny is calling me

Okay, hi
im supposed to working on my assignments now. Major shithead. Okay i will go aft i finish blogging.But I still owe cassie and jack testicalmonials. Dang, i know, im sucha terrible friend. >:(

Anyhows, we had a mini goopers outing today! Its a mini one because not everyone turned up but its alright :D nicholas had his hair styled differently now, its no longer astroboyish, but it looks as if an explosion had just occurred somewhere on his head. :DD It has been quite awhile since i saw him. Hoho weacola! ((:

We didnt bowl today eventhough it was initially planned cos the guys werent too keen. So yeah we watched The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy. And cause the show only starts later so we sat around (relax one corner hahaha) & took quite a lot of pictures! Hoho it was fun :DD

Then kisha came to meet us for awhile. Caught up quite abit & took more pictures! :DD Hoho & it so happens that we have the same camera! ( also that the both of us arent too sure how to operate it) Haha :DD Man, i really miss that crazy girl (((: <3

The movie was terrrible, watching it is quite a torture. Throughout the whole show, cassie and i were complaining & dying of boredom. Jack and nick seemed to be enjoying it a lot though. Never ever ever watch that movie even if you are left with no other choice. -grumbles

nick got exceptionally high aft the movie and kept irritating the hell out of us with his stupid laughter. omgg he just cant grow up can he? Hoho (:
And if you put jack and nick together, its really havoc. Hoho but its okay cos cassie and i know how to deal with them -does kallang wave Haha :D

freda was supposed to meet us for dinner but couldnt at the last minute. Its okay, we can meet up some other day aft your mid years! We shall have a proper goopers outing yes? I miss yall! ((:

Yay i love the goopers! (:

Hoho relac one corner is sucha sickening phrase but it sounds oh so funny. :DD
Okay just being random.

2005-06-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

Pick me up now, I need you so bad

HELLO all,
i'm so shagged.

Had floorball trg today. Did runs in the morning, five rounds under the big orange sun. >:( Did circuits & then played the game itself. It was pretty tough at the start cause theres a lot more to plain whacking & all. Theres just so many rules to follow, & im just so confused & too stupid to take them all in. >:( Played defence for today and i was, you know, oh so very very blur & clumsy. Good thing the seniors are so nice to guide me along. So, basically i learnt something new every game. ((: Was tad bit lonely at the start of trg but it got better when i learnt more about my team mates. ((: And coincidentally janice (from cj 1st 3mths) is my buddy! Yayness it just gets better doesnt it. (at least i hope)

Went straight home aft trg and showered before meeting voon, yuxuan & joy.My whole body was aching; my back's breaking, my ankles are detaching themselves from my leg and my arch's collapsing. Bad bad bad old already. Omg im going to be seventeen years old this year -runs around the room screaming.

Okay i think im high again. Hoho (:

Yeah walked around,saw kenneth & jeslyn and shopped a little. But most of the time joy & voon are chatting away among themselves no matter where they are, so its only me & yuxuan shopping (& wondering what secrets they have from us). Hoho ((: Had subway for dinner. Yes again (!!!) But its alright cause i love subway :D Caught up quite a little & we had quite a few laughs. ((:

yuxuan: why is the sandwich so big today?
me: cause it has already grown up.

Hoho i almost chock on my bread.
Yes im laughing at my own joke again. :D

THEN joy and voon went off earlier -raises right hand and shakes head (which i can never do properly). And yuxuan and i carried on shopping till we cant shop anymore & decided to go home. Hoho anw i had fun today! Lets go out soon again, the next time with qingying along! ((: Love you guys!! <3

-seaweeed! (its supposed to sound like a wolf-whistle. Coolio huh ((: )

Okay, im tired and i havent touched any of my work.
Yay bowling tmr!! :DD
Byeness

Edit 12:37am
I just saw something and it sucks.
)))))):
This whole thing is just so dumb.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! Ugh!!
Stop it seowf
i'm caring for someone who doesnt even cares about me ):

2005-06-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

Heroes are dead

Hellooo today's a (: day.

Shirlyn's class was cancelled again & she didnt even bother to tell us. Good thing eunice called when i was on my way so i just have to take the other train back. Yeah i went home and took a nap before heading back to school for the ne forum. The forum is so dumb, no ones really listening, some even had their earphones plugged in. Hoho i think everyones just there for the credits.

Aft that we met ping(!) & ariel for dinner. We ate and drank a lot a lot. Then ariel left, so ping and i just sat around and talk while shes waiting for her friends & i'm waiting for eunice. Haha it was really great talking to ping since i havent seen her for like a week (((: friday's the day babe (((:

Then i went home while ping went to the loo (Hahaha) & i met my classmates at the bus stop. Eunice went the other way, janine, lina & i took the train together. ((: We talked about everything, laughed (loudly) & i had quite a lot of fun. Yay :DD

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Outing tmr after floorball trg! :D
I cant waittttt!
Cos I'll be seeing joy, voon, yuxuan!<3
But i will have to finish as much work as i can if not i will just die.

Dang, i realise that i do have a lot of work that are due next week!
-ronald's 3 sketches (mpv, sedan, motorbike)
-2D drawing sketchbk personalisation
-get shoebox exhibition artefacts (five in total), theme?
-descriptive essay on shoebox exhibit
-technical journal on frank stella assemblage
-paper making (A4, 5 sheets)
-library research on design elements & principal

Heeelpppppp
>:(

-

zihong! im not sure if you've received my message, anyway,
Happy Belated Birthday Joe Brett Young !
:DD

i love the peanut butter side of double flavoured oreo cookie! ((: (i hate the chocolate creme side)
okay, i shall just eat one side and put the other back into the pack. Hoho nahh, that sounds disgusting already.
Is there anyone who likes the chocolate creme side? Then maybe we can share. Hoho :DD

Okay yes ping, im high
Bye (:

2005-06-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

the middle
It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.

Omg, this song means a lot to me now
i love voooness
thank you for being sucha star!
(((:

Cassie Chiong!
Dont you worry, i miss you too.
You know i do <3
-does kallang wave
-does Miss World wave
-rubs your tummy
-rubs my tummy
-wobbles

((:

2005-06-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

stop cryin' your heart out
Hold up, don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile. Shine on. Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

-

Everyday i am hoping and telling myself things will turn out for the better. When i come home, i realise im telling myself the same thing.

mel said things happen for a better cause.

i guess i will just stick to it for the time being.

bye
(life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing life is depressing MY life is depressing)

2005-06-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

i'm a (: girl today
i met jo today
we went on an excursion
i bought my paul frank pouch
i think i like it
i feel fat aft d-d-dinner cause we ate so much
i love my dad
i love feeder
i miss bob haha
feeder=bob (:
i miss yasmin, i miss the goopers
i miss pandora, i miss the jelliod knickers
i have a lot of undone work
i am r an do m.

bye

2005-06-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

i'll be just fine pretending im not.
I'm far from lonely & its all that i've got

Hi to all. :D

Okay my day started badly, i had a bad dream yest night & i woke up to find that im gonna be late for the floorball selection and had to cab down to tampines. It cost me a friggin' twelve bucks. Right
Yeah and floorball selection sucks cause i played really badly. Oh well, nevermind i guess
Yup and michelle did really well today, i'm really happy for her ((:

Took a lift from michelle's dad and went home to wash up before going down to town to meet cassie and jack at three. I was so tired that i dozed off in midst of getting ready & only woke up at three fifteen to find that im late. Hoho it was pretty frantic. But the good thing is that jack only left his house at three plus too.

Yepp we then met cassie at wheelock and we went for lunch at subway (!!) :D
then my necklace broke! ): so cassie and jack were trying to fix it for me. But still, the attempts were futile. Oh well )):

We visited every toy shop in fareast aft that & spent quite a lot of time in there thanks to jack. But its alright Hoho we used to go there almost everyday aft school ((: Yup then jack left his balls with me & forgot to get them back from me.So he has to wait till our next meeting. Too bad huh haha. Hey hey hey, we're talking about capsule balls here. Hoho :D And cassie was being plain retarded the whole time, licking her guava. Hoho :D Bikini! ((:

On our way to KINo cassie & i were (happily) irritating jack with our kallang wave and miss world wave thingy. Haha finally,we have something to get back at him for his singing/whining. :D But its really fun when you do it properly right cassie? Haha :D Yeah then we walked around abit before heading home.

Yup guys, eventhough our meetings are rather short i still enjoyed them very much ((: love yall <3
-rubs cassie's tummy (Hoho our private jock :D)

Okay i think i shld get down and start doing my work. Haha im sucha procrastinator. It has been a week already but i still havent even touched any of my assignments. dang, i just found out that shirlyn gave us more work and i dont know how to start on paul james ernest's project. Hmprfff his mail ends with a "Have Fun", yeah sure i will. -grumbles Hoho

alright laterrrs

2005-06-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

I'm blind & waiting for you

AIGHT so my dad came back today! (((: He bought grilled beans (??) from japan, custard puffs! & taiwan pineapple tarts. Hoho im glad hes back! ((:

anyhow, musuem trip was fun today. Couldnt find our way there initially & we had to ask a foreigner for the way. By the time we got there i was all flushed & tired. But still, i was excited cause it has been ages since i stepped into a museum. Hoho oh they gave us stickers (!!) :D

Took only a few pictures. Technically we cant, but we took them anyway. Haha pretty random shots :D

the selected art piece that we're gonna present.
you may not think much of it, but wait till you
read the reason why its being depicted like that
& i tell you, its cool shit. Hoho ((:

look, thats what we call a business suit. Hoho :D

$__$!

check out the inane comments in the "how to improve singapore as a city" log book man.
Very entertaining. :D

please do not cross this line. Oops haha

Oooolala, i feel so very art farty. (Ha Ha)

Oh you know what, i've been thinking that the outing's on this saturday but it turns out thats its gonna be on next saturday! to think i've been looking forward to this saturday. Dang but i guess its okay next saturday then! :D

Floorball selections tmr. Shikes

bye

2005-06-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

There was a time
When I was so brokenhearted

i love it when aerosmith sings the first line of cryin'.

Omg im so dead!
i need to talk to voon now!!
voon! where are you?! :(

Edit 9:49pm
I realised that whenever i run into a tough problem, i panick but will never attempt to solve them myself cause im scared to make mistakes & im aws dependent on my friends. And i guess the good thing is that i have friends that are willing to help! I'm really grateful for having such friends. Especially to cassie, pandora, jack, claudio, jo, qingying, yuxuan & joy Thanks a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot and a lot.

of course, im grateful for having my new friends cause they are all really nice people! Just that its altogether a new gang of people so i guess i need some time to adjust. Yepp so please dont ever think i dont like yall alright. ((:

-

Like what voon said, take one step at a time. Omg im like total vooness. theres like voon everywhere. Haha i love dora voon ! the dove vader. Major Ha Ha <3 <3 <3

silly thing silly avis silly voon
(((:

-

im going to the singapore art muesuem with ariel & vanessa tmr! I cant waittttttttt!
Hoho lets hope that the trip will be fruitful aight. :D

Oh anw i msged ariel just now and told him that im depressed cause im broke. and he was all like "see! i was right about you being depressed in school" Hahah but it was a different matter please uncle. Hoho im so broke, i only have thiry bucks to my name! then i told him to call me thirty ong seow fen and he didnt react! So obviously i was amusing myself, as usual. Hoho

Edit 12:54am
Hi, yes im still here. Haha im having fun online for the past 4 hrs & 46 mins (!!!) Had a really retarded conversation with cassie but i'm lovin' it. Hoho vooness & i are playing a really cool seowf-invented game. Hahaha and i just cant stop laughing to myself, really. Oh wheee, im so high now so please stay 3 metre radius away from me. (Haha floorball) Ooolala :DD

alright joy, voon lets all go to zzz together alright. Oops :D

Byee

2005-06-01T12:20:00.000+08:00

No, the sweetness will not be concerned with me

Heyness Hoho im beginning to feel that heyness sounds like anus. Major Hoho.

I'm gonna go to school at three later and im not lovin' it. >:(
You know what, i hate school
school is never the same with you know...
some people not being around and im so gonna spend my three yrs like that. ):

i m so d e a d

right i've said enough, gotta dig up information on some us artist called frank stella. my cousins are bugging me to let them play some spongebob & nemo game on my computer.

I hate school bye

Edit 9:11pm

School was the usual thing for me. And now i have to produce an art work which copies frank stella's style. Thats tough for me aight. I was pretty quiet the whole time & i guess i kind of affected meiyan. Im sorry alright just that im really tired of almost everything.I wish theres someone around now, someone who knows without me even saying whats wrong.i think i need God..

alright i so shld be researching on frank stella.
my life is so depressing
b y e ):

2005-05-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

I was spinning free,
With the little sweet and simple numbing me

Hoho im finally having dinner which is, a lot a lot a lot & a lot of beehoon. Hoho im just sooooooooo hungry. Aft that it will be grapes and chocolate milk! Hoho :DD

Had floorball till 9 pm today, it was, as you know fun. There was much oh my god-ing from me the whole time we were playing.Haha. & today, the coach announced that saturday's the final selection day. Omg i so wanted to die. & meiyan's friend told her that out of the four (meiyan,michelle,zee & i), only two will be chosen. so, of course meiyan will be chosen cause she was from hockey. Right i shld totally start to find interest in non-sports cca & join one before i end up without a proper cca. maybe you know, ecoclub or even the production crew... ))):

Communication Idea lesson today was quite alright cause i had vanessa,denise & also ariel. I found out that actually its a lot like gp cause we have essays and comprehensions to manage too. But for today we had to build a house out of cards and then present it to the class. Haha pretty funny & our paper house is like the coolest around. Haha. Then it was drawing essential lesson, we did a lot of sketching (eck) & i think everyone hates the teacher, including myself. Hoho he picked on ariel especially for erasing his sketch lines & told us all that our drawings are below his expectations. Whatever dude, whatever.

I've been using so much whatever lately. Hoho & whenever i use it, im reminded of jack and how he loathed it when i say it straight in his face. Ha Ha :D Right, and i shld totally shld stop asking people to shut up when i can just ask them to be quiet in a more polite manner. Hoho i must learn to be more demure.

RIGHTTT
Okay i finished my food while blogging & im so damn full now
Bye

2005-05-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

~~i'll find someone new~~

My dad went overseas today again! >:( I didnt even get the chance to say bye cause he left early in the morning. ): Anwww i had breakfast with dora voon today! we finally got to see each other after like 12763 days. ((: Hahah shes still as tall as i remembered her to be. Damn! (Haha) ((: & just like when we were in stc,i wld ask her to bend her knees so she will appear the same height as i am, except that she looks more like a freak with her knees bent while walking. Hoho okay im just kidding, dont cry i still love you! Haha :D We ate at macs and i got my big breakfast :D & we saw jean-who-never-fails-to-ask-which-sch-im-in eng. Hahah she has a pretty long name aight :D

Walked around abit & i got my drawing block from kino. Yeah and i've got an extra book for reading! :D I spent my whole evening reading the Memoirs of a Geisha and trying to finish it as fast as i can so i can start on the Curious Incident of the dog in the night-time. Hoho & now you know why my poly mates call me studious? Haha but seriously i dont see whats wrong with reading for pleasure. So i think im fine with being studious. Okay im fine with being a geek. Haha :DD

I just realised that i havent done my drawing homework yet! Oh dang im just sooo very lazy. Hoho and i finally finally see joy online! <3 Lets go out soon alrightys! (:

Oh anw i must clarify that the friends that ive been hanging out with nowadays are my orientation grp mates and not my classmates. Yeah cause basically im a loner in class. ): Haha rightt

I skipped netball trial today cause i find no point in going down all the way at 6:15pm just for that when its prolly gonna be like the cj netball tryout thingy. Yeah theres floorball tmrr! Wheeeness ((:

2005-05-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

will i shake this off pretending its all okay?

HEYNESS (i think i just invented this word Haha) I'm in a state of euphoria.Cause i dont have any lessons tmr! :D & i met up with jack & cassie today! (((: Hoho yayness.

We went for lunch at mos burger (again) & i had my strawberry milkshake ! ((: Then cassie did her coffee shake heartbeat thingy. Haha :D And there was this really cute japanese girl who was eating her ice cream with full concentration. Hahah soooo cute, i had the urge to carry her away just like that. Hoho

Then we went to kino to get cassie's notebook, walked around a little and went back to lido to catch monster in law. Hoho funny show. Yall shld go and watch it? :D Yup and aft that we had dinner at subway. Then we started crapping and all, just like what we used to do. Hahah pretty funny & then cassie had to go home. And cause jack had to meet his friends in cine,i decided to accompany him all the way down. Hoho and jack! as were walking i felt as if we were back in the good ole times you know you know. Haha & i think we caught up quite a little aight. :DD WE MUST MEET UP MORE OFTEN OKAY? (((: Oh dang i miss the 04 outings!

took a few pics! gotta post them up soonish i guessss.
anw i gonna meet dora voon for breakfast tmr! i cant wait! Haha (:

2005-05-28T17:26:00.000+08:00

every drawing that i drew,
was never ever as cute as you <3

Hiiiii i just showered Haha. Floorball trg today was FUN i tell you. Hoho <3 A lot of people attended the first trg and due to the overwhelming response (haha) we have to go through a selection process! -pouts Oh well i will be pretty disappointed if i dont get in but i know im not that good anyway.

For today's game, me meiyan charmaine & michelle are in the same grp! (: Charmaine as in cjc charmaine, qingying's cousin charmaine! What a coincedence really. :D We played against some other grp and i scored the first lousy lousy goal.Its really really really really lousy, cause i stepped on the ball accidentally and flattened it! Hahaha & i guess everyone shocked and they kinda moved in slow motion so i just whacked the ball in. Hahah and during the game i was like oh my god-ing everytime the ball is somewhere near me. Oh well not good not good. :D

We also played against this really agressive butch. Haha damn scary! Shes like damn violent, i think the butch thinks shes a guy. Hahahah okay duh shes a butch. Yeah and everytime she comes near us we stand 3m radius away from her to protect ourselves & our modesty. Haha but still, WE WON! Wahaha :D Uber fun!! <3

Floorball floorball floorball flooorballl floorball -chants

-

Yup anw yesterday we had our first friday outing. Haha :D We went shoppping! :D And we went kinda bonkers! Haha still, it was fun cause i havent been shopping for quite a long time already. But with the guys tagging along behind it was kinda weird. Hoho
I saw quite a few people in town but of course bumping into cassie was the best thing that happened for that night! Stupid timonthy introduced himself as my boyfriend & i think cassie almost died of heart attack but she told me she'd already figured that hes not. Haha I was so very very happy to see her! Yay & how we squealed when we found out that we are both watching the same movie Hahah oops.

I love Cassie Chiong Xiao Wei ! ((:
Hoho

Madagascar is retardly nice. Haha i love the penguins! They're like so scheming but so cute! Hahah :DD They look like rolly pollies to me. (((:
Rather kiddy show but its okay, i like it. Haha :D

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Anw towned with meiyan aft trg & bought the mango skirt (: Then meiyan had to go for church and i was having trouble deciding who to meet in the night. Because i'll feel bad about not meeting dora voon & weng, for not meeting jack for dinner & not going to cassie's church when its the second time shes inviting me. In the end, i went home cause i was so very tired. Oh well im so sorry! Some other day aight :D

Jack! Dora voon! Cassie! & all fellow goopers! I miss yalll ):

Did this during geog lecture back in ceejay & im still lovin' it :D

i miss the good old times ))):

2005-05-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone! Had a pretty long day today, 2 3hr lectures with a 3 hr break in between. :| Stupid timetable. First lecture was alright cause im with caleb,randall & ariel. During break I met up with michelle cause her evil friends left without her -shakes head. Then we went to sign up for our ccas! :D The three hr break lasted forfcukingever (i learnt this word from ping! Cooolio :D) The few of us were like damn restless by the time we all got to class. Lucky ducks like meiyan & tim didnt have class cause some ronald dude was sick.

Yeah then for ideations lecture i was stoning most of the time cause theres no one i can really talk to. ): Either that or i'll be msging away or doodling on my notebk. I do realise that i cant really click with my classmates. Uh yar I'm sucha loner >:( I dont know why but we're just you know different. Sighhhh. We then watched some video on creativity. Very inspiring, yes -nods knowingly :D Then we were grouped for this activity whereby we had to draw 100 different kinds of lines. Haha uber funn! :D

Okay gonna go, tmr's shopping day! Yayness :D
Oh btw i was being called studious :/

2005-05-25T10:12:00.000+08:00

He's just the flavour of the week

I'm so HIGHHH now. i slept at eight yesterday night and woke up only at ten. Haa Ha. And my dad gave me heart attack this morning when he woke me up at eight and told me im late.Cause for today my class starts only at threee. Wahaha :D

Okay so yest was first day of sch & we had to attend some talk in the morning by moses (our director) at the convention hall. Breakfast was catered for us :D Everyone was so dressed up & audora looks so pretty pretty! (: Yup the talk was uber boring and you can see people rushing out to get food while the guy's still talking. Haha pathetic.

We had lunch with the guys and we had much laugh. :D Stupid timonthy was being an ass while ordering food. He ordered ice milo without milk Haha. In the end we had to chase him away cause he kept pestering us about his cg. Haha

Then everyone dispersed to their respective classrooms. i realised vanessa's in my class! Haha yayness but only for that class which means we will see each other every tues! :DD Oh and i got to know this guy called ariel whos randall's friend who has the same timetable as me for tues (: . Then we waited for the lecturer outside class and apparently she was missing until the last minute when she came and told us that she went to the other room and found only three students. Bahaha pathetic & so we had no lessons and we went to the engineering block to get our notes.

Then aft that was some lecture on drawing essentials and i was all alone (cause ariel left with some girl ! Haha) But its alright cause i made three friends in the end & one of them is a national swimmer! Coolio huh. (: Yup I was uber tired by the end of everything and i fell asleep during my train ride. Ha ha

Right gotta go already, meeting meiyan at one for lunch. :D
Ciaos!

Edit:10:31pm
Hello hello hello ! Im like uber excited cause i figured out how to convert all my songs so they can fit into my mp3 player! :DD Hoho

Oh anw for today's lecture we did clay modelling. Uh yar, for the whole of the 2 hr plus. Haha and im so not kidding. :| The first thing the teacher did when she walked in was to cut the clay and distribute it. Dang i hate clay modelling it reminds me of the sec two pottery class with miss goh. Haha :\ Eeeks

Yeah we were supposed to blindfold ourselves and start sculpting the damn thing. Haha
And mines like shit. Haha ms tia (thailand international airline) said mines lacking void and penetration. Right haha so everyone had to remodel theirs and the next time round ms tia was like damn fascinated. Haha you can tell that shes really passionate about designs just by the way she went around making up stories of distorted clay figurines that we all thought are just crap.

We were also told to sculpt the figures without blindfolds on & aftthat everyone started mocking my art piece (!!!) cause they thought it was obscene and i so wanted to kill them. Haha but it was alright in the end cause i got 2 signatures aft presentation (you're supposed to sign if you like that art piece) ! :D Oh btw my sculpture is about sports so it was pretty meaningful for me! Haha but its very ugly :| Hoho

Yepp haha im playing pictionary with gheeee hong now. VERY entertaining. Hahaha hes so lousy! Oops :DD

Bye

2005-05-23T19:14:00.000+08:00

You're everything i wanted,
But i cant finish what i started.

SO today's a public holiday yet im at home stuffing myself with (yummylicious & fattening) custard puffs my dad brought home from taiwan, playing sims the classic game & reading harry potter fourth bk once again. Ho hum how boring. :/
-pouts

Everyone's been asking me whens school starting for me. Its tmr! Lessons proper aight. & i'm so not looking forward to it. Cause the only one whos in the same course as im in & whom im closer to from my grp is gonna be in a diff class! Dang, tough luck. & i have to report at eight tmr when my lessons only start at twelve in the aftnn. Like wth right. %^@#%@ -grumbles

Hoho im such an angry person

-

Eurgh, everyone's so busy.
Yet im infront of the comp stuffing myself with food.
Not good, not good at all.
I think jack's irritated by me cause i told him to include sang nila utama & his lion in his 2000 words history essay. Hoho sorry man i know im so not helping :/
Then again, i dont think he even needs help cause hes like good at everything he does. Thats my teamy for you :D Hoho

Okay laters
Bye

2005-05-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

You're my candy in the sun
You're my angel on the run. <3

Hoho hello hello, i bought my nike dunks from leftfoot at fareast today! Yayness :D And im so gonna get my sneakers from there the next time cause the guy there is so nice & friendly! :DD Except that he didnt believe that im a poly freshie. Hoho whatever

And guess what ! while i was contemplating on whether i shld get nike dunks or converse sneakers, jo msged me & told me she got dunks from malaysia. Haha and that settled it. I got dunks so we can wear our dunks out together. Haha omg, im so retarded. :DD

But nike dunks are rather fat, arent they?
Hmmmmmmm :
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Guess what! I realised that im different class from randall! DAMNIT
Shite,im being such worrywart again.
What if i end up in some class which i dont like!
Paranoid Paranoid Paranoid, shite!
Grrrrrrrr

):

I just checked my timetable. And its kinda confusing!
I'm not even sure if im gonna end at five or six.
The good thing is that i dont have lessons on monday & i end at eleven every friday for this semester! Wahaha wheeeness.

Oh, btw the school is damn strict about punctuality.
And unfortunately, im known for not being punctual wahaha.
-grumbles
Hokay, gotta go now!
Bye

2005-05-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight

Hello hello hello. I just came back from dinner with lilys, her friends, jo,caroline,peixi, michelle & sally! The food's good & its like a mini-gathering. Hoho :D anyhows, before that mich and i met up with li! Yayness, finally gotta meet my frekay darling. Haha <3

Alright so now let me update on my orientation (:

Oh btw, i didnt like my group a lot cause theres four fcuknuts (pardon me for the strong language) in it.
Grrrr bloody hell they oughta be shot, really.
I wld have enjoyed the camp much more if they wld just disappear & leave us alone
-grumbles

Orientation Day Three
Yup we learnt the mass dance! I dance with ping (my new friend :D ) ! Hoho & we had so much fun! :D I love love love love the design school mass dance hokay! Its so very retro-ish. Funky stuff (((:

Then we went to sentosa trail in the night. Too much walking, the games are lame & everyone was left damn shagged.the four irritants tried to take charge of everything. Irrinoying people pfft. We got back to school at like four in the morning & only got to sleep at 6 am. Hahah mainly cause we stayed up gossiping about four irritants in our grp. Haha :O yawn

Orientation Day Four
Ping went for work so i hung around with yuanling and we got closer to vanessa! :D Yayness. Then we were seperated into our different courses & i realised i dont have many friends who are in the same course as im in. Except for randall,caleb and yahui. Its okay, good enough i guess. (: But the good thing is that we dont have too many bimbos/bitches in there. Phewwww Ha Ha

Oh then we were supposed to plan for performance night. Initially everything was properly planned, everyone was happy with it (i think) and the four irritants just had to stuck their smelly asses in. So in the end we settled it with a fashion show. (& I had to hug my partner on stage :/ -grumbles )

Overall our grp came in first, tied with another rival grp.
But its really good enough, im glad :D

Orientation Day Five
Last day of orientation, we had final clash which is a competition held anually, against other schools (School of Business, Engineering & et cetera) Yup so i took part in the telematch. And the one i took part in required running on the track (Hoho) while i was running i felt like i was training once again.I kind of miss track trainings & my track mates! :D <3

Then it was dragon boat race at bedok reservoir, yuanling took part! And we came in third (: After awhile everyone got lethargic & so ping,keri-ann, vannessa & i went for milo break. Haha & only went back aft awhile of sitting by the roadside, running away when the rubbish truck passes by & scowling at the sneaky camera man whom tried to take our pictures without us noticing. :D But I guess i really had fun doing just all that! <3

Aft that was debriefing when they told us to leave all our valuables in the LT and i knew they were gonna bomb us with waterbombs. And i took a shower right aft we were back from bedok reservoir (we werent supposed to) , i didnt want to get wet. Then ping and i went to hide in the toilet,and we found two other girls in there.So the four of us were gripping on to the handle of the door hoping that they wont barge in and drench us with water. It was pretty much like a scene from jurassic part except that there werent t-rexes (Hoho nicholas :D)

they somehow managed to force open the door and started pouring water into the washroom.And cause the floor was damn slippery, i fell clumsily and i bruised my arm! (cause my sneakers are lousy!) Then ping managed to run into another part of the toilet, i crawled in! HAHAHA (& both ping & randall thought that was damn dramamama of me -pouts I just dont wanna be drenched hokay. Haha) Yup and everyone was wondering why im so awfully dry at the end of everything! Hahaha :DDD Talk about pro-ness. Uh huh :DDD

aft everything we skipped jam and hop cause we heard its boring. Then i went for dinner with jonathan, randall and ping at pastamania in town. Yeah then i went home with randall.

Yup thats all! Haha :D

-

Kai's joining some baby show thing tmr so our family's gonna go down to support. haha baby show

Alright really long entry here.
Please dont die reading it.
btw, i saw ________ today! Hoho
& i still love 04 very very much!
Hokay, bye!

2005-05-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

Him & her, life is stirred.

Oh well, i'm back. I took a wrong bus again & ended up in pasir ris. And i took 1 & a half hr to reach home. Oh my, what to do. :|

Orientation Day Two
It rained for the whole day today! :D So we didnt do anything but sat around & chill. Hoho whatever. Oh, theres one new guy in our grp today, julia's friend! What a coincedence, really. (: We only played 2 games today! Hoho :D
Dog & bone was pretty embarassing for me but not bad & the rest are just stupid.

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Anyhows, its gonna be a stayover camp for wed, thurs & fri. How bothersome. I heard we wont be able to sleep till three in the morning for tmr! >:(
And we'll be learning the design school dance. I hope i dont embarrass myself too much, i cant dance for nuts

Yup got closer to some other girls today. I havent been talking to any guys in the grp just as yet. Hoho cause i think its gonna be pretty odd -shrugs
My mum keeps thinking all the friends i've made are guys. I dont know whats her problem, seriously. Oh well, i gotta go already. I have to pack my stuff, call jo and get as much sleep as i can. Right so bye! :D

2005-05-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

i'm not okay (I Promise)

Hoho that song is stucked in my head for the whole day cause they played it in the audi during break. Pretty cool, they even play the used in the canteen.

Orienatation Day One
Yup so i was all panicky when i reached cause i was late. & I think theres like a limited no of cabs around tampines area. I waited 30 freaking minutes for one. >:(
Okay when i've reached they were still doing the registering stuff. Yup and the queue for my course consists mainly of guys :/ (at least i think)

When i stepped into the audi, i felt like i was in town. The people look like they are trying to outdo each other in terms of style & individuality. Hmmm i guess i looked pretty out of place. Yup and you know what i said abt chinatown? Its no chinatown there i tell you. Everyone speaks purrrfect english there. thats great :D

Yeah so we were seperated into different orientation grps (or sub-empires as they called them) Mine's called Titian. Pretty odd huh. Its pronounced as ti-sion, sounds like tee-shirt when some people say it.Oh & i found ONE friend to hang around with today. The rest are mainly accquaintances. Its okay, i'll get to know them better (I hope) (: I saw 2 schmates from stc including keri-ann and this girl. But i dont even know them well enough :| There's quite a few st nicks girls there! And one of them happen to be freda's friend. Its a small world afterall -sings (:

Yup and the sch director spoke to us today. He said that he doesnt think anyone has gotten into design sch with it as their 2nd/3rd choice. (Haha i actually wanted to stand up and tell him that i had design sch as my 2nd choice) So im actually very lucky to have gotten in. ((:

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One full day of games and cheering today. Super duper luper gooper boring. I was sleepwalking as we moved from one station to another. Damn pathetic
But i actually enjoyed the rubber band passing game cause it was quite a laugh when we tried to communicate with the straw between our lips. :D Thank god there wasnt whackco. I hate whackco

Now, i dont know if i shld attend orientation tmr.
Cause its damn boring & i heard theres gonna be some water activities & quite a lot of running. But i think i shld so i can earn credits & not have to attend some lessons on character building for the following weeks.
I DONT KNOW!

Okay i had a long day, hence the long entry.
Im gonna to sleep now
Bye

2005-05-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place while we still have time.

Hi i'm going to school tomorrow. :( There's gonna be stayover on wed & thurs. When i heard of it i told my mum pretty adamantly that im not gonna stay over. But now i dont think i wanna miss out much. I guess i will see how it goes :(

I'm so anxious abt going to school tmr!
Hmprff

Oh oh, they sent me this retarded thing along in the orientation package

its like so uber lame :|

the theme for design school orientation is Refresh.
And they had this instruction manual thing to which gives you step-by-step instructions on how to "refresh" your orange peels & yada yadaa.

Then it says if all else fails, bring it to the Refresh camp
Oh right, so this is what they call taking old or cliched ideas and repacking them with originality. And i still dont see what have orange peels gotta do with everything. -__________-
Maybe its just me -shrugs

it will be so odd to bring orange peels to school!
What if im the only stupid one who brought it?
Dang worrywart worrywart worrywart
Maybe i will bring it secretly inside my bag.

Orange peels aside,
i still have got like one million of other stuff to worry abt :(
Eck i hate feeling paranoid

-

doravoon! we shld stop lusting over ****** yes? Hoho :D

2005-05-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

I'm standing here until you make me move

anw i was informed that my orientation package was delivered to my other house already. I was reminded me that i have to report to sch on the 16th! DAMN Tsk, whats more is that my dad's going overseas again! He shld have gone earlier so i can tag along as his personal assistant or maid or whatever. So now theres no one to drive me to sch which is very very very faraway and back home. Grrrr just talk about wrong timings. ):

I dont wanna go to schoooooooool -whines
I hate being in a new environment
I hate to be around new people
I hate to be alone
But in life you dont get to have everything you like
-pouts

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ANYWAY i saw a nike bag which i really really really really want to get! So now its sneakers or bag, or both! And theres this necklace that i really want from accessorize! $$$$!
Tsk tsk tsk
I hate making decisions

Hmpfff

Oh oh oh btw,
Happy Belated Birthday Mel!
Happy Belated Birthday Lilys
Haha i just realised that the 2 of them have the same birthdate, 11th May!
(:

dora voon's back! so is li!
next saturday will be reserved for you guys! (:
Oh right, OC's starting

Bye everyone (:

2005-05-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

Can I be your memory

HELLO HELLO HELLO!(im trying to sound like the guy in lemony snicket's. Haha) Well, i just came back from dinner with my parents at Phin's steakhouse. & the food there is pretty good. :D

Anyhows,susan gave kim and i each a baby banana today. I named mine Jimmy! No particular reason, it just looks like a jimmy to me. (: Really, its just too cute. :D

Intially, jimmy is yellow.

Afterawhile, jimmy became black.

Ha Ha. Guess what happened to him in the end?
Yeah i think you wld have guessed it.
He was dying and so i ate him. (:
Poor Jimmy, i will never forget that smile. :D

Bye

2005-05-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

Seems like you disappeared without a trace

aft idling the whole of saturday away, i finally got to do some shopping with my mum. Except that its a rather bad day for it. Mainly cause its sunday, it was super crowded. I hate places which are crowded. Everytime someone bumps into me without apologising i will mutter a swear under my breath. & i dont like it when im one angry person. >:(

Moving on,
my brother came along to meet us for dinner at lemon grass. Heard from jo that her family was there too. (: But i didnt see them! Maybe when i went they've already left. That, or i just didnt see them. Hoho, what a coincedence :D

Oh my mum loves the braun buffel wallet and bag that we've got for her! <3 <3 <3

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And somehow, the word "mother" reminds me of jason our dearest former htc.

Bye

2005-05-07T00:37:00.000+08:00

Even the best falls down sometimes,
Even the stars refuse to shine

Right, I dont know why but im like becoming more antisocial by the minutes, I wasnt all that sociable to start with. When i see familiar faces on the streets, i walk away, pretend not to see them or busy myself with something. I feel awkward to even say Hi, i feel that greeting is redundant & im just pretty indifferent abt asking aft pple & how they are doing. This is very bad cause afterall they are my friends. I dont know why, but i cant help it.

I guess that its cause im the odd one
I still feel the stigma attached, really
Its gonna be there for life anyway
Oh well all i know is to lament lament lament & lament
I'm so sick of it already

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Met Jo for dinner & we went to shop for presents. Hahah we had a good laugh about almost everything.
"These are a few of my frayvourite things" -sings
:D

anyways, THANKS ALOT to jo once again for helping out with my mothers' day presents! Love you! :) I do hope that my mum will like them. <3

2005-05-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

Somehow find you and I collide

I havent got much time to blog lately cause ive found a new form of entertainment. Not new but rather an alternative to the computer.I've found a few shows on tv that i can watch when im free. Haha. I was glued to the tv for the few hrs. There was amazing race & i was so sad that meredith & his wife were eliminated. They are just so sweet for an old couple. Oh well, but im glad they made it that far anyhows. (:

I HATE HATE HATE Rob and Amber!
Sorry, give me a minute to compose myself. Haha

-

Oh oh oh guess what, i've only got like 30 cents in my bank to date.Ha Ha Ha. Jo, now i need to top up $9.70 to get an underwear (Yest i've got $9.30 Haha).But I think my mum was sympathetic towards me cause she said she will deposit some cash in there for me.Hoho. Great,but no shopping for another one week.

Anyhows, on my way back from dinner with kim, i saw this little boy lolloping away, his head blocked from my view, by the railings. So I kinda tiptoed abit trying to sneak a peek at him & he caught me doing so. Then quite unexpectedly, he dove beneath the railing and gave me a really toothy smile. Dont you think that that is really cute of him? (((:

Okay, i shld stop obsessing over little boys.
I sound so much like a pedophile. Eck \:
But they are just so cute arent they?
-wiggles my fat fingers :D

-

I'm starting school on the 16th!
Grrrrrrr
I Am Going To Hate It.

Sometimes, i wished i am a garden gnome. I will sit by the pond, pretend to fish & let no worldly matters bother me at all.

Right, Bye

2005-05-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

i try to give you up,
but i'm addicted

Just got back from a seven hr shopping spree with my mummy. Oh my gawd i'm super duper tired. -seowf tried to open her eyes wide.
Yawn

But im quite satisfied with all the stuff i got today! I bought tops, sandals, ____wear and a (hairy) bottom! ((: mummy paid partly for everything cause im like so majorly broke (that you can see cracks on my face. Hoho corny) & I wont be surprised if the shop rejects my card the next time i pay. I gotta learn the art of saving up. Haha RIGHT.

Haha im having so much fun talking to li! First,its frekay,hokay,cankay,teokay. & now its left right right left. Hoho what a laugh :DDD Shes still in aussie, that lucky duck. But shes missing singapore very much! Haha dont worry theres only 6 more days to go! ((: We must meet up when you're back alright! <3

Okay, im gonna take care of my sims now.
Bye (:

2005-05-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

ever since i met you,
i never could forget you.

HELLO EVERYONE
yes, i havent been blogging for awhile.
Pure laziness. Haha

anyhows, i wanna say
Happy Belated Birthday LaLa!
Her birthday was on the 30th!
Ive know her since we were like what, seven?
& im so glad cj made us closer than ever!
<3 you Lala! ((:

Oh, btw zihong gave me my bimbo name already.
summer anastacia dream
Hur hur damn bimbotic right.
Oh my gaaahh like totally
-giggles like a school girl
(oh whatever) Ha Ha

-

I've been staying at home during this weekend,
eating reading building house for my sims sleeping eating reading building house for my sims sleeping
So very interesting, hoho |:
But im damn proud of the house i built.
And omg, dora voon's is like a billion gazillion times cooler than mine and with many many flashy sports car!
Okay i shld stop being a green eyed monster Hoho

Im still unsure of when sch's starting for me,
i dont know if its on the 16th or 23rd.
Hmprf, i'm dreading it.
I will hate going to school
Partly cause its all the way in like what, tampines?
-pfft

Alright, gotta have my daily sims injection.
I'm addicted already.

Bye (:

2005-04-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

i will play my game beneath the spin lights

hey im blogging from jo's place.
we're so bored that we decided to come online & chat with.....each other.
And everytime when i IM her i will burst out laughing.
Cause we're so stupidly ridiculous.
Erm right, shes being such a pest and shes ignoring me

jo/mycoth , YOU SHUT UP!
Hahahaha, oh what a laugh

Hoho, i have to decide on my bimbo name soon
Even zihong has got one already! (:

i'm still waiting for my dad to come over to pick me
i'm so sleepy

BYE

2005-04-27T19:42:00.000+08:00

i guess it was never meant to be

I had a really bad dream yesterday.
Perhaps its an indication. Grrrrr
It must be.
Oh well, i know, i know.
):

Cassie, shes 100% and im just -2%
):

i will be a fat sad apple for today
i havent been exercising since like eons ago
):

I'm just a walking lump of flabbiness
Nothing special at all
):

I <3 lilys!
Candlelight dinner plus jo on friday yes? (((:

2005-04-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

fate fell short this time,
smile fade in the summer.

Dang, on my way home this guy asked me for directions. And i told him to walk all the way and turn left forgetting that theres actually 2 bends round the corner. He looked so flustered & all, i really hope he'd got it right.

anws, today is goopers' day!Bet no one except for me remembered it. Hoho but its alright. 25th of all mths will be more meaningful for me now. ((: We need to meet up soon aft all of your tests are over hokay? <3

Oh oh oh, AND i saw my cute bus boy, bus cute boy, boy bus cute. okay that sounds odd. Okay just this cute boy whom i saw on the bus a week ago. Yes yes & he looks like that elvin whatsit guy. Hur hur ((: Hoho i should just stop lusting over small boys. -does the wiggling hand thing.

yayness! i'm talking to li on msn now. And shes all the way in aussie! ((:
Yes yes, i love your oogay! :D Have fun there OOGAY! (:
P.S Remember to take your laxatives. (Ha Ha Ha) :D

I miss dora voon. Hope you are okay already <3
And joy knickers i miss you tooo! Anw, I was really happy when i recieved your message! Meet up with you guys soon alright (: <3 <3

Edit 12:04am:
Okay, this is so random.
But i got the urge to say it ,
i suddenly miss my CC ):

2005-04-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

you are my shooting star (:

ooooh, i just finished watching O.C
its just so.....very very very sweeet (((:
And they featured the killers, how cool is that! :D
But seth was being quite an idiot in this episode.
Still, hes cute. (:
i like his curl wurly hair! :D

Right, so today i left home without charging my phone & i used up the last bit of it to reply mel's msg. cause i was excited about something she texted me that i just gotta reply. Hoho -looks at mel, gives a veryretardedgrin. (:
Its kinda silly but i think the msg kinda made my day. ((:
Thanks mel! <3

Oh well, i somehow managed to survive without using the phone today!
And today, i made a good & snappy decision on which cake to get for my dad's birthday! Everyone likes the cake! Hoho ((: Yayness
Happy Birthday Dadddy! <3 <3

I'm supposed to sleep early but i took a 4 hr nap & woke up at 10 pm. -groans
I miss ________. ):

2005-04-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

Yayness, the new com has finally been fixed up. But theres still so many programs to be installed & its driving me bonkers.my brother's all the way in camp so ive gotta do everything myself. And im NOT GOOD with computers. ):

-

Oh here's little phoebe for you (: Cause shes taking abit too much space so click here to see the picture! ((: If you look closely enough, you can see that the buttons on her dress look like they're going to pop anytime. Hoho & I just found out that shes not a cousin but my niece! Gawd, not as if i dont feel old enough already. -grumbles

Sigh, ive got zero songs in my new computer. zilch. ):
I can only listen to launch for now.
WHERE IS MY SONG BUDDDDDY?!
omg i want to kill my blog.
im going to edit my template ASAP!

Bye

2005-04-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

HOLLLLLER! (:
I didnt get to watch oc yesterday cause my dad was watching news. So can someone update me please? (: Yeah and since i couldnt watch any tv i stayed up and finished my shopaholic book. :DD And jo woke me up 3 pm with her call. So i rushed down to meet her in town. We went shoppping! (:

Didnt manage get everything on my shopping list though. )): Wanted to get a pair of slippers but they dont have my size. )): & I found out that they dont have my guess top anymore!!! Major! I was so sad, i kept on lamenting & i didnt want to leave.In the end Jo had to drag me out of the shop )))): I only managed to get my grandad's shades from heeren. Hoho, and i think we can share it. (:

SIGH i want my guesss top! )))): -grumbles

HOHO, i dragged jo to the library today cause ive ran out of bks to read. And she only gave me 5 mins to borrow my books. i took 10 mins & all the while she was beside me complaining. I almost couldnt borrow my books in the end cause i didnt pay my overdue fines which sums up to $9.57 (!) the other time its 13 bucks. Wth.

Then aft that we went over to jean's to watch the nine o clock chinese show. Hoho. its quite disappointing cause julian hee only appeared for like 20 secs? And on the way back jo & i bought a lorrry (((: Haha

dang, claudio has this crazy claudio-ian thing going on. Haha :D
Dont worry claudio, everything will be fine! ((:

2005-04-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

SO, i woke up at 8 today, decided to go for the interview & went back to sleep. Hoho, i just thought i shld give it a shot. anw, i have got nothing to lose except my pride. (actually thats a lot) ))):

I was dreading it so much that i didnt want to get ready & when ive gotten ready, i just plopped on the sofa & read mary poppins. And then when it was going to be 2 i panicked cause i didnt want to be late. Had to trouble my dad to drive me there again. i need to kick this bad habit of mine. I reached the campus on time, but was late for the aptitude test cause i got lost. i'm so lousy.

Oh well i went for the thing half-heartedly & did the test anyhow.i chose the easiest qn & drew really simple labels. When I've finished the paper, the person beside me was still coloring away madly. And that wld prolly explain the difference in the quality of our drawings ultimately. Boooooooo..

the interviewing part was even more retarded. Grrrrr i wont get in anyway. I went for the sake of going
Wasted my 3 hrs there

-

Aft that i went to city hall to get my mum's bday cake from miki ojisan & then grocery shopping at cityhall! (: i bought croutons & clam chowder for my dinner! & i'm still trying to figure out how to cook the thing. Hoho. i doubt my maid will know anyway.Yayness im so gonna get cookies&cream cheesecake for dessert! Rather expensive for that small cake but my dad's gonna pay me back so.. Hurhur

I'm hungry. Hungry man= angry man. :D

2005-04-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hoho, ms fickle ong (as pandora calls me) is in a dilemma. & you see, she isnt called fickle without a reason. i'm going to die i tell you. )): my brain is aching.
Actually, i brought it upon myself. Because i went to appeal for the visual comm course thinking that its a better course (it has lower a cut-off pt) a few weeks ago. & yesterday, they called me & told me to go for an interview & told me to bring color pencils for the test(!). I totally didnt expect to get that call cause its been quite awhile since i handed in the appeal form. So now i have got no portfolios to hand up. ): Then again, im beginning to like Interactive Media Design more. Oh my Oh my. Should i go down tmr or not?

Yes/No?
I dont know
i'm ms DONT KNOW
Maybe i shldnt go at all.
Save the trouble of travelling all the way there & saving myself from utter humilation.

-

i'm so tired but i cant go to sleep cause i havent made my decision yet.

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW NOW BROWN COW?
OKAY I SHALL NOT GO FOR THE INTERVIEW THING
Hope i wont change my mind
But like what nick said, maybe i shld stop complaining & just go.
OH NO, I DONT KNOW
I DONT KNOW -shrugs

2005-04-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
Then, what am I feeeling?
What am I doing wrong?
Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
It's just an illusion
That I have in my heart

HOHO. just returned from the track reunion dinner (if you count that as one). We stuffed ourselves with food at kenny roger's & we're all so bloated. Desiree kept complaining that her sa skirt is too tight. Hahaha, that crazy girl (: Saw a couple of nj & sa pple there too.When we were about to leave, i said sth about stomachs dropping & mr francis got all suspicious & gave me the evil eye. Hohoho i wasnt even talking about him! oh well, but he slimmed down quite alot already. (:

Then we went to starbucks, sat around & starting talking. Mr Francis joined in the crapping & ms gracie just sat there & laugh. (((: We really really really need to go back to stc one day together & play floorball. I miss screaming madly like nobody's business , whacking each other with the floorball sticks just to get the ball & getting a sprained ankle or a bruised knee aft the game. :DDD I miss trgs & the small outings aft trgs. ))): i love my track mates! <3

2005-04-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you
Honestly, tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
- lindsay lohan ; over

Done up my new template yesterday. It looks abit off, but i tried my best already. Oh well, i know im lousy. Hurhur.(: Thank you pandory for your help anw :D
Dinner with mr francis, the good ol' hairy one tmr! :DDD i cant wait to see all my track mates again! Wheeee. <3
Dang, i miss playing captain ball & floorball in sch aft trgs. ):

Oh, grandad's birthday banquet this sat! Which means i cant meet up with mic,li & all ): sorry girls, we'll meet up some other day alright. (: And i'll hafta go around hunting for shades suitable for him. Hurrrrr
I cant wait for my new comp to arrive & i cant wait to go for tennis! :D
Bye

2005-04-09T21:23:00.000+08:00

HI, im seowf and i jogged to ps today morning with jo at time, 9:47 am.We almost died i tell you.it was so tiring! But well, still it was fun although my legs were jelly-wobbly aft that. Hoho. :D We had breakfast at wang jiao's (try saying it in the cheena accent), it was french toast & lime juice for me. Fattening fattening.

aft eating, i felt lazy to walk back to jo's house so we took bus. Haha stewpid i know. I was so tired i lay flat in her room & i couldnt move. Hoho.And aft showering & all we decided to go to holland v cause i wanted to get some beads. Plus, i have never been to holland v before. No kidding, dont call me a loserrrrr. Haha. (:

Then we went to town & aft awhile jo met lilys and i went to meet cassie & all. We went to cine. Oh well, what a fateful day. HOHO :DDDDDDDDD

Left early so i cld go down to jo's and get my tennis racket & shoes.And i had a heehaw moment on the bus. Cause there was this (not bad-looking) guy standing beside me & when i wanted to grab the handbar, i grabbed his hand instead. It was quite embarrassing & i swear that i didnt do it on purpose.Hoho,terrible terrible. Had dinner at jo's & we went to the food center to have fake cheng teng. Haha, its just so... fake that the longans are plastic. Okay, kidding. :DD

Yayness. I'm going jogging with my brother tmr. I seriously need to lose all the kgs that i've gained in ceejay. Fat fat fat fat fat. BOOM
Goodness, my left eye is so swollen, i look like ive been punched.

too much blogging is bad for health

2005-04-08T14:26:00.000+08:00

Hokay, i found someone who uses hokay too. :D Hur hur.
i just read through my posts & i realised that ive been blogging alot lately. And i can just go on and on and on about some random things. Thats quite bad. Oh well, what to do, im just too bored.

Hokay, i shall shut up and not blog so much already.
Hoho, gotta get ready for the outing later. :DD

Edited 12:20 pm;
Heyo (haha) jean,jo,lilys & i caught the queen latifah movie, beauty shop just now. its quite hokay, super bimbo yo. & they all talk like that yo. Hoho. aight, then we went for dinner at mos. And then yx came to meet us & we had earthquake ice cream at swensens! Hoho then we went home since all the shops are closing.Still, i had funnn. ((: Whoohooo. Took a few pics gonna post them up soon i hope.

Yayness,
its fitness day for me & jo tmr. :DDD

2005-04-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hollleeeeer! i woke up at 8:30 am this morning for my medical check up at raffles specialist center. so damn frigggin early. Check up was brief, & i found out that i cant see at all with my right eye, unless i wear my specs of course. Then on our way down UOB center, my mum bought me a purple nike bag.Yayness. & I think its nicer than the puma one. Wooohoo. the more i look at it, the more it looks like jo's. :D i think its the same. But i cant remember how hers looks like.

Whoooo. mum bought delifrance for dinner :DDD
jean & i are exchanging songs! shes going to loan me her skipping rope sometime soon! im trying hard to be anorexic like her. Hohoho. shes my nimkumpoot. hardeehar ((:
ms teh & i are so beesy talking about how beesy we are. Hohoho :DDD

2005-04-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

look, today is the uber-uber-boring day.

read this fastly:
Went to the bank in the morning.Got my new card.dad drove me to get my temasek enrolment package from my other house.Went to get my olympus camera. mum brought me to fish & co for dinner. (yum yum) didnt get to go to town to get my stuff. tired tired tired

its just monotonous isnt it?
today is just damn boring.
all the while i was outside today i kept wanting to go back home & sleeep.
so much for my sedentary lifestyle.
no wonder im getting fatter & fatter by the minutes.
one day my left cheek & right cheek might touch each other and i wont be able to speak anymore.

And when i try to say: "i need to exercise!!!"
It might just come out as: "&%$#@%*#!!!"
terrible, terrrible.

i'm looking forward to tmr's shopping trip with jo,jamie, linhui & prolly jean again tmr. Oh dang, i have to go for my medical ch-ch-check up at raffles hospital alone tmr. this is so boring

2005-04-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

Omg, im so spas.
everytime when i try to sign in i will type "blogger" as my username sub-conciously.
|:

So i saw yaya,lala,dada,keke & cheryl and they all look er, different.But we didnt have the time to sit down & talk. All because it took me so friggin' long to get ready & go out. Ugh. I was so angry with myself & at the bus for taking so long to come just now. And i almost lost my ez link card! Tragic. I shld have just asked my dad to pick me up. Grumpy grumpy

Yeah then i ate my mouthwatering noodleking meePOK (hoho) without the meepok but with the whateveryoucallit noodle, the skinny one. Yummy yum yum.And poor jo cld only watch and drool infront of me. (Hahaha) aft eating we waited for ms teh & then we all went to town happily ever after. wth right. :D
Visited lilys again ! Hahaha. Lilys' so lucky cause she gets visitors even while shes working.

Stupid jean got her adidas superstar sneakers today! tsk tsk tsk. Terrible girl. she went all anorexic for that pair of sneakers. Or so she claimed. Nonsense. But im happy for her! :DD I bet she will come showing off her sneakers to me & jo who will be standing at a side chewing our lips in envy. -gnaw gnaw gnaw

Then we went to jo's house! Haha. On the way to her place we planned everything & made it sound as if it'll be damn exciting. By then we got there we were all damn shagged already. i didnt even sing my britney song on karaoke. Shit la, wasted.

Hoho

Yeah. Jo & i did up our shopping lists which are so megalooney-ish long. And today i saw a puma bag that im still considering whether to get or not. Hoho. Aft that my dad went to pick me up. He must have felt guilty for not offering to drive me to cj when it was pouring outside. Alright now, i sound like a brat.

Yoooohoooo.
i'm listening to the used now.
their "all that i've got" song is stuck in my head & i was singing it in my head all the while. & i thought i sounded quite like the bert, the lead singer.Hoho :DDD
Alright, so i took out of boredom.
desperate housewives quiz
I dont watch it, but li asked me to do it. And so i did. I'm gabrielle. the bitchy one right? Not my fault, they didnt ask me whether i like gardeners or not.

Bye

2005-04-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

I'm listening to muse's im feelin' good. Hence, im feelin' good.
Hoho, kidding. I do feel good today!
Because..
I went shopping with jo & jean again!
As ive already said, we're town goers.We've been going to town for 5 consecutive days already.
How terribly terrible is that?

But for today, its slightly different cause we only window-shopped today.I only spent 5 bucks! :D
Sneakers hunting today!Nike dunks!
And we all like the same few pairs!
Hohoo. then jean was saying that we shld all get different pairs & aft that exchange if we want since our feets are all about the same size.
jean: US 7.5, Jo: US 8, Me: US 7.
Hoho, how brilliant.

I had fun again today. Walking super fastly in the rain and all. And i saw a guess top that i really want now! Hoho. Cant wait to go shopping with my mum on tuesday. Then! i will bug her to buy me the top. yayness.

claudio & i are talking about pokemon now.
Hoho, what the hell right. :DD

2005-04-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

Holller!
i'm so happy today.
Jo, lilys & i went shopping again! Hoho.
lilys bought her topshop skirt.
I bought 2 tops from mango.
Hoho & im lovin' them. :DDD

Then we went to geraldine's party.
Happy Birthday Boss! :D
Saw dhar, lemou, kimberly & samantha there.
Theres a lot of other guys whom we dont know/ dont wanna know. And geraldine kept forcing us to socialize with them. |: We left early and cabbed down to town.
Wooohooo it cost us 10 bucks. Hoho

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anw, ive already thought about it. i guess the only reason i want to stay in cj is because of my friends (i didnt realise this till like a few days ago). And i mean no one wants to mug for the a levels and stuff either right. Yeah. Plus i will get to learn (very) different things in poly & stuff. And i can still meet up with my cj friends when i want to like ive been meeting jo and nac these few days!

So, im a happy girl now.
Yayness

i'm so happy today.
I wanna go shopping somemore!
Shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop :D

04 outing tmr.
yaynesss.
im looking forward to it.
more movies and more shopping!!!
:D

mel hasnt been online for one whole week already. ):
okay i just read something very infuriating.
im going to that person's house to kill him/her now.
Bye

2005-04-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

Heehaw!
Sorry, i just felt like doing that. :D

Whoop whoop.
So i was out in town with jo since aftnn, walking arnd.
I was awoken by jo's call at 2 p.m, and all she wanted to know is if im still sleeping. Thanks jo. Grrr. Hoho. Yeah then i was supposed to meet her around 4 cause
she was alone in taka, stuffing herself with food. But i was late. Hoho.

Yeah it turned out that jo was with lilys. No wonder she wasnt angry with me being late.((: Finally got to see lilys, the rich kid aft a 1252188 gazillion years. Yayness :D

Then lilys had to go back to work. So i decided to go and get my topshop bag. And gave myself a heart attack. Because you see, the other day i saw the price, it was 46 bucks and today, its 146 bucks!!! I guess i need my glasses even for shopping. I was happy for nothing! )):

i guess i was heartbroken cause i felt really hungry aft that. Okay, im being stupid. Hoho. Yeah so me and jo went to pastamania & we almost killed ourselves by ordering the buddy meal. we were struggling with our pastas & soup and we took so long to finish whatever we can.

buddy meal is evil.
Burp

Went to visit lilys aft eating & we met up with jean. Got geraldine her birthday present. And the 3 of us wandered around aimelessly, visiting the shopping centers AGAIN. We visited the same shops & did the same old routine of going up and down the escalators. And all the time jo was going on and on and on about ceteris paribus, pronouncing it in an awkward manner. It drove me nuts. So i started singing the britney song loudly in the middle of the road while waiting for the traffic light to change. And jean wanted to kill me. Hoho. :DDD

The 3 of us walked round, round & round really really slooooooooooooooooooooooow. And waited till its 9 so we could pick lilys up & then go home. Haha. Our lives are just so damn interesting. Right.

Yeah and i reached home at 10. And on my way home, i walked behind this man whom farted a loud fart. And i staggered a few steps back. YUCK

Hokay, what a friggin' long entry i've got.
i feel happy today.
Cheer up jojobelle. <3
Bye :DDD

2005-04-01T03:12:00.000+08:00

i think im psycho, its already 03:11 a.m and yet im not in bed.
my body clock's all screwed.
anw, i love this song
Gosh, its damn nice.

the used- all that i've got
So deep that it didnt even bleed & catch me,
Off guard
Red handed; now im far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me.

I need something else
would someone please just give me?
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh all I want inside
I still am empty
So deep that it didnt even bleed & catch me,

I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
(All that I've got)

I guess I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didnt even scream Fuck me.

I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
Im far from lonely
And its all that I've got
I'll be just fine pretending im not
Im far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
(All that I've got)

And it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got.

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream Fuck me.

I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got.

Hoho, actually the only reason i've pasted the lyrics here is so that i can sing it whenever i want to. Hurhur. How convenient. Right
All thanks to pandora, i love the used now. (:
"i caught fire" & "blue and yellow" are as good.
But not those with lotsa screaming.
they just drive me nuts.|:

Pandora's away, i bet she got attacked by some cockroach on her way back to the comp table.

2005-03-31T14:15:00.000+08:00

Dang.
i just realised that interactive media designs is something that i wanted to do last time. script writing, screenplay and stuff. Oh well, maybe i should just stop ranting.

Yadayada. grrrrr

i slept at 4 a.m yesterday, i couldnt sleep. Was thinking about my alot of stuff. Besides, my gastric was killing me. So now, im like a walking zombie around the house. I might attack my poor maid anytime. Grrrrrr. Hoho.

kelly clarkson's since you've been gone is stuck in my head.
i still like my kiantan. (((:
muse's good.

2005-03-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored at home.
I wanna tear my (weird) hair out.
Okay, i need to plan my time wisely.
i've been sleeping so much that my eyes bags are concave.
Hoho.

i finally did up mr fook's thank you letter.
But i think it still looks untidy.
Hokay, i shall do it again & that shall be my 8th attempt.
i'm obsessed with getting evrything to look right.
Except for myself.
i'm just hopeless la.

-

Everyone's making me seem/ telling me that going to poly is fine.
i mean i've made that choice myself cause i told myself like its gonna be cj or nothing. I thought i might have regretted not choosing other jcs but i guess nothing beats being in cj.
Everyone keeps telling me its okay, you will make as many friends in temasek as you'd in cj. But the small voice inside my head tells me that it isnt going to be fine. I'm not going to find pple who are like my cj friends and i know it. im so missing my gooper mates already. its just sad and im so angry with myself.

Now that i have thought of it, everything that happened in cj's gonna be a part of my memory. Even the frankie episoide & all, albeit greatly tramautising. Hah, its just funny when i think about it now. And yesterday, i told joshua that he'd been a great friend eventhough that little sth happened between us. Yeah i guess i shldnt have been so evil to them and all. They all all nice people. (:

I miss mel.
i used her silly thumbs-up msn icon. ):
i need my dosage of happy emo.
all american rejects. ):

2005-03-30T02:06:00.000+08:00

I love this song.
i think it is soooooo sweet.

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

Dashboard Confessionals- Hands Down.

2005-03-30T01:06:00.000+08:00

HOLLA.
Saw yongli & clara in town today.jack says she looked stunned to see me in my weird hair. (Pls stop laughing at my hair jack! thanks.) Hah. I finally got the notebook i want from kino.yayness. And i was being fickle just now (as usual) cause i didnt know which color to get. Got the blue one in the end & i'm lovin' it. Hoho. ((:

So, we met cassie at harboufront. then i was forced to tie up my hair cause they said i look like a pri sch kid. Hur hur.Oh well, i hate having short hair anyway. And in macs, the three of us despaired upon the thought of our ex-classmates not wanting us for their new classmates. And jack was moaning all the time we were in there. But I guess we still love each other very very much. So its a good thing. i love you too guys! (:

Saw many more others at harbourfront. Man, i miss CJ. ):
Yes, CJ kick asses. OUCH

Bye

2005-03-29T02:19:00.000+08:00

Hokay,
I found out something.
I cant believe he said that.
just let me live in oblivion pls for crying out loud.

Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg.
Hur hur hur hur hur hur hur!
(here,i am trying to laugh)

I had to read it a few 5461551251 times.
I'm stunned. Ha Ha
I feel like laughing out loud but i cant,
cause its already 2:52 am.
Goodness.
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.
((((:

-

now im having second thoughts about going to poly.
Yes,i got to do the course i wanted.
And im thankful for that.
But im worried about the company there.
Sounds stupid, but yeah.
I think i'm not going to have any friends over there.
Paranoid paranoid.

And I've got 2 mths to worry over this.
Yawn.
-

I'm tired already.
I'm going to sleep now.
I dont know why but im feeling excited.
Hur hurrrrrrr. (:

Bye.

2:52am Edit:
mel woke up and replied my msg.
Goodnight mel,
Yawn Bye

2005-03-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

Alright, time for a lil' blogging.
So,I went back to stc today to get my testimonial.
I saw Nenghui!!
And when she saw me, she went "SEOWFEN! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!".
Haha.Then she got scolded by her softball team mate for shouting.
I miss seeing that crazy girl in school. Hoho.

Hi Neng Neng! -waves.
(Okay, that was prolly random.)

Yeah so i expected a longggggg lecture from leslie. But everything went fine, and he was being so nice and cool about it. So much for worrying, worrywart. He even sent me a very sweet message. Awwwwww. He rocks? Haha.

And he asked when i'll be free cause he wants to bring me out "4 makan". Hahah. The way he puts it is so funny.

yayness. im going to have candlelight dinner with him this thur, with the rest of the track girls at the other tables. Haha. I cant wait! I love Mr Francis!(eventhough his stomach is so hairy and ___ .) (((:

Woooo. -makes a w sign with my fingers. (freda! :D)
Oh, mr sng called me a good track girl
and i started laughing IN HIS FACE.
But i was secretly smiling to myself. Hur hur.(((:
okay, i guess i do miss stc!

-

Went down to ceeejay later in the aftnn.
And i saw kiantan!
And i smiled to myself secretly (again) just now.Hurr hurr. :D
HAHAHA i'm laughing so hard.
As cassie had said it to be, jackpot day! it must be. Ahaa ahaa!
:DDDDDDDD -slurps. Haha.

So,the results are somewhat obvious already.
And i've already come to terms with it.
Okay, i will just move on. temasek poly isnt that bad.
JUST THAT I WILL HAVE NO FRIENDS THERE.
And i will miss every single gooper very badly.
And when i come back, i may start typing lyKe dIzZxzxz.
AND i will have no friends. ):
BLURGH.

oh btw, thank you: yuxuan, qingying,joy, pandora, jack (whos very proud of me), cassie, freda, yasmin, larine, kisha, claudio,bob,cheryl, hector, chengleng, nicholas and melissa for standing by me all this while. love yall loads. (((:

Yeah, enjoy yourselves in sentosa tmr ay. (:

2005-03-27T15:59:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness.
i just realised that im gonna be loner at temasek poly.
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

and i cut my hair yesterday.
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i havent done anything on my agenda list for today.
and i finished the whole plate of fried stufffff.
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

im very worried for tmr.
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Beware, the worrywart is about to self-destruct.
i need to pull all my hair out.
(might as well)

-

Talking to pandora makes me feel happy.
And shes getting paranoid over aircons and hairs.
Ahaha. that silly girl. (:
Okay okay, gotta get back to writing mr fook's thank-you letter.
Ahhhhhh, that great guy.

"God helps those who help themselves"-chock da man. (:

thank you all.
much love.
<3 (its supposed to be a heart,not the FBB icon)

2005-03-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

i get sadder & sadder everyday.
everyday i wake up and feel like crap.
))))))))))):
Sigh.

2005-03-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

Okay, it seems like no one's planning the outing tmr.
well, well, well.

Went to costa rhu today.
Swam abit and ate alot. Terrible.
My cousin kept pestering me to have a game of tennis with him but the courts are booked already.
Phew, or else i'll spend an hr picking up balls.
Hur hur. Its sounds so loserish.
But no worries, i'll be going for my tennis lesson next week. :D

Okay, im very very very very scared now.
God, im praying hard.

2005-03-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

i travelled from one end of singapore to the other today.
And i made my daddy drive round & round tampines in the aftnn cause i remembered the address of temasek poly wrongly. And he was scolding me in the car for being so blur and all.He should have just said stupid. ): yeah, so i went there in my sch u and everyone was staring. Hokay, i guess i looked out of place.

my poor daddy waited for me for so longgggg. In the end he had to drop me off at yishun cause he was rushin'. Yes. And so from there i went to cck and to pioneer by myself. Surprisingly, i found my way there without getting lost. :D Met nick there and waited for him to finish his (salty) chicken chop rice. From there i took 985 down to cj to meet yx. Yeah and then we went (window)shopping!

Met jack,cassie and freda for dinner.Spent lotsa money on stupid things, and ate alot of sweet stuff. But the glucose is not helping. ):
I'm still missing the goopers.
))):

things arent looking good.
And for now,
i can only pray.

Thank you cassie.
(:

God,
i feel like i'm caught in a whirlpool, please get me out of it?
I'm praying with all my heart.

2005-03-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

OMG. i need to crumple myself and throw myself into a dustbin.
i'm so __________________.
i miss my 04 mates.
every single one of them.

)))))))))))):

i'm so hopeless.
i feel lousy.
i am lousy.

2005-03-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

So, while everyone's out clubbin', the good ol' seowf's at home. (:
Hah. theres nothing wrong with clubbing actually. yes.
this is just another random post of mine.
see what boredom does to you.
i'm aws bored. |:

my left eye is swollen.
Hah. so it looks bigger than my right eye. (Er, ya. Duh.)
Which is prolly good. Ha ha.
oh man, im sucha loser. :D

Ahaha.
my evil plan's working out fine.
Here's the list of my victims:
1)jobyna teo
2)freda kwok
3)cassie chong
4)cheryl lee
5)hector lee
((((:
i'm SO evil.

<3
shit,i better turn in.
goodnight.

2005-03-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

Eck.
i drank sour coffee and gobbled down a sour curry puff.
i want to dieeee.
my jaws are so wobbly now.
jaw exercises are not helping.

-

I'm HAPPY.
thats the word to describe how im feeling now. :D
i'm so happy because im talking to mel & my funny butt.
i'm laughing at meme cause shes damn funny. shes desperately trying to expand my song collection.trying to rescue me from my ignorance. (: but not from jurassic park. Grrr.
Hah.And my funny butt is being butty as usual.

i feel like laughing REALLY REALLYloud.

Oh,now im mel's brigde to everyone else.
And mel's my filter (funnel). (:
we're just so interesting arent we. (;
the songs mel sent me are damn good. yes, all of them!
thanks mel. <3

<3
omg, this thing looks like a butt.
<3 <3 <3 <3
Funny Butt! we've got our own icon.
<3
<3
<3
<3
okay, stop.

oh man.
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. (((((:
what am i to do without yall.
-smiles the idiot smile.

-

Hah. My "dear" cousin's talking to me now.
Siao char Bao.

2005-03-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

I'm holding on
Waiting for your call
It's simple
But I can't explain this
I'm sinking down
Feel like I could die
I'm falling off
I don't know why.

-

Wheeeee.
i'm high.
thanks mimi the lion (ha ha. whatever la. right?), for sending me the songs!
And jack too.
i can listen to them forever. i think. (:
i kept hitting the replay button. Oopss. ((:

-

oh well, my brother forced me to go out with him today.
And he made me shower while one piece was showing.
Hrmphh.
Yeah, so we had lunch in town.
And went around hunting for book ends.
my brother is so fussy.
He only found the ones he likes aft visiting 3 bookstores.
Tskkkk.

And thanks to my brother again, we had to go all the way to city hall cause he only wants to drink coffee from pacific coffee. Seeee!
SO, we went to Pacific Coffee to chill. (Ha ha)
the blueberry chessecake is really good. -slurps.

then we went to the it fair at suntec. there was so many people!
we were all like sumos trying to squeeze through the door at the same time.
i mean i am the only sumo. the rest of them are pretty small. Yes.
i managed to come out in one whole FAT piece (Good grief, not one flat piece).
my brother kept telling me that he wants to swing the book ends around so people will all make way for him.
hur hur. fat hope.
i think everyone will just take him for a nut case.
which i think he is.i'm so proud of him. -smiles sweetly
Hah Hah Hah.
In the end, we cabbed home cause my bro didnt want the ice creams he bought to melt. (Good for me!)
Hah. Now hes back in camp. (:

-

Break Me Off a Piece of That Yasmin. [ Give That Man A Yasmin. LMAO! ] says:
4 idiots having a conversation is NOT a good thing for the human heart.

Ha ha. we're having this msn marathon.
Meme the lion+ Yaya the Papaya+ Dada + Fefe Stompson = 4 idiots.
lol. i so love them. :D

2005-03-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

Choosy Mothers Choose _________.
Double the Pleasure. Double the __________.
Its different in a __________.
Hahahaha! Funny Butt!
i can spend the whole day infront of the comp playing the slogan game.
its so funnnnn. i likeeeeeeee. (:

i think i'm sugarhigh.
i kept popping one mentos aft another.
Its that _________ Feeling.
Wahahaha.
okay seowf, enough. (((((((((((((((:
Have a _______ and smile. :D

GOOP.

-

Rockafellaskank yesterday! (:
Lala, Dada and Fifi are the 3 ultimate bimbos.
And I was rushing rushing and rushing the whole time.
Met michelle and that gym guy while we were trying to hail for a cab.
We were supposed to share the cab with them but the driver wont allow 5 passengers.
So michelle and that poor guy had to get out.
In the end, we arrived fashionably late.
But just in time. (:
thanks guys for waiting for us anyway.

cheryl,elisa and julia's performance was breathtaking.
as usual.
Good job on that! You guys are third! :D
Well i thought some band did really well, but they didnt win anything. ):

the concert was quite a blast anyway.
i was so happy yesterday night. (((:
i had quite a bit of fun seeing the reactions of the soccer boys to cassie's murder scream. :D
thank you cassie for helping me scream.
larine larine! be sure to send me the pictures alright! ((((((((((((((:

Went for dinner aft that and walked around town.
But i cabbed home early cause my mum kept calling.
Sorry guys, lets go out another day!

-

Yesterday was the last day of the term.
I'm so gonna miss 1T04, and you know. ):
SIGH.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
im so sad. )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
No more

Think once, think twice, think _______.

2005-03-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

leech leech leech!
get away bitch.
oops. i'm so bad.
actually im saying this cause it rhymes.
Yes.

School today was pretty bad. ):
Except for chinese cause we got to watch Homerun! Hah.
Stayed back to do the tsunami board aft sch.
And cause we did it in the audi, we got to hear nice songs played by respective bands. Although its abit warm. Hur hur hur. ((((((((((:
Anw, thanks cheryl, cassie, julia & claudio for helping out. (:
My arms are still aching from all that stapling.
And i broke my fingernail! -wails.
Haha.
Yasmin! Bimbo Butts. :D

Seowf, Cassie, larry and FBBWH went shopping just now!
Hah. And tmr we're going again!
im so tired now.But i've got geog ad econs work. YAWN.
Guess i'll have to keep doing the eye exercises.
And im teaching nick now.
Nick, please poke your eye.Cause its very good for you, trust me. (:
YAWN.
the eye exercises are obviously not helping. |:

Volleyball tomorrow!
i like! (:

2005-03-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

shite shite shite shite.
im in deeep shite.
this is SO TERRIBLE.
i need to dig a hole and bury myself.

And no, its not because of the monstrous zit on my chin which is growing in size every single second. (claudio thought its my mole. thank you very much)
i'm facing a major crisis i tell you. blurghhh.

-

i almost fell asleep during fahy's lessons today.
Although i tried all means to keep myself awake.
1.i got yasmin to pinch me thrice.
2.i tried squinting/opening my eyes to their max alternatingly.
3.i did the eye exercise.
4.i stretched my arch.

And i think i kind of broke it. Ha ha. Had to tape it up in the end. And its still hurting! Grrrr. My lousy arch!

-

we finally did some stuff for the tsunami board. finally.Hah.
Head to town aft meeting benedict to get the stuff.
And guess what happened.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
Wahahaha.

Yes yes,
okay now i feel like dying!
):

2005-03-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

yay. its time for my very long post. :D
And today is TUESDAY. my favorite day of the week. (:

wait, did i mention that the pair of purple skates reminds me of barney?
maybe its cause its purple. maybe. Haha.

the first thing that made me happy is the small lil note from jo. Thanks Jo! Muchh love. (yasmin told me it was from frankie.Grrr.) :D

the two hrs of fahy today almost killed me.But i managed to keep awake thanks to yasmin's (laxatives) sweets.(: And i kept myself amused by nudging nicholas whos nodding away beside me. Bahaa.

-

pe today is super duper gooper fun! :D
our team won! 18-16!Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.
hah. the forfeit is to run one round of the track backwards!
we did it as a class.And its mother tiring. Blurgh. aha.
we are just so stupid.(to actually run backwards) And we all look so kuku doing it. :D

-

felt quite lousy at the later part of the day.everyone was nice to me. esp jack, he even offered to cut my tsunami pictures before lecture starts. (dont say i didnt mention your er.. act of kindness? Ha.)Thanksss! And oh, only 5 of us went for lit lecture today. Haha. i'm sucha good girl. okay i wont go on, hold back your vomit. |:

-

When i came out of LT2 i saw something unexpected. ((((((((((:
Ahahaha.

i ate 2 green apples.
-giggles
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.
Yuck.

-

I was supposed to tag along with jack and BOB to queensway aft sch but in the end i didnt cause all the other girls are not going. Besides, yasmin's gonna pass something to hadi (har har) and we all wanna see how he looks like. (Hadi) Ha ha.

-

Aft meeting hadi (har har), we went to get yasmin's watch (the one which she kept kissing. YUCK!!) and cassie's sister's present. THEN we went to play pool!
[jack, i didnt bump into anyone cause i was extremely cautious not to. Cause im afraid i might injure. Wahahaha.]

Anw anw anw -sings
my Funny Butt and I beat Cassie and Larine in pooool!
See, no one can beat us!
Hahaha. We're too funny.
And too good in pool! :D :D :D :D :D

oops sorry.
mymummysaysthatishouldnotbesocomplacent.
mymummysaysthatishouldnotbesocomplacent.
mymummysaysthatishouldnotbesocomplacent.

i'm so happy today.
(((((((((((((((((((:
thanks jack for your tofu man.
its the purple one i want!
YAY. i love 1T04! :D

2005-03-07T00:49:00.000+08:00

oh man, the hotsync operation for my pda is taking so longggggggggggggggggggg.i'm dying infront of the comp.besides, my eyeballs are seriously not helping. They're imploding inside my head. I guess its cause im too tired. Im spending so much time infront of the comp. And i cannot see clearly without my specs! Grrr.

I spent my whole weekend at home. Doing, basically nothing.
I was supposed to finish my hobbit book.
But well, i managed to catch some cartoons in the morning.
i miss watching cartoons! :D

wooo. i so love kisha for sending me the rooney song cause its so funny. thank you kisha! (: And jack. And also nicholas, albeit the coercing.

FINALLY,the hotsync operation is done.
AND i have all my games and even silverscreen which disappeared inexplicably.
okay i shall go and sleep now.
i dont think i will be able to stay awake during fahy's many lessons tmr.

Bye now.
And im resting on the laurels of being cheryl's bitch.
Hah, FiFi.
Goodnight. (: